u/CordlessMobile

We all have different flavours of gangstalking: persecution, retaliation, nutralisation, envy, silencing, and so on. But there is so much overlapping with all of us.

What had your experience been with druggings?

For me as a multifaceted TI, I've had quite the combination of experiences. I'm a TI of over a decade.

From perps, plants, recruited 'friends' and state operatives pretending to be friends to lead you off the trail and get you hoocked on drugs to destroy you, to psychopathic gangstalking SA and livestreams, KOMPROMAT and more.

I find common themese and drugs including

*Barbiturates

*Zolpidem

*Flunitrazepam

*phencyclidine

*sodium thiopental

*enzodiazepines

*scopolamine - popular with South American cartels and now the New T*rkish Maffia/deep state

What has been your experiences, what did you do well/would have done differently with the benefit of hindsight and what did you learn that you can share with other TIs?

I'm writing this I suppose just because I can gain some sense of relief, no matter how small.

Ti for over 10 years. So15 (formerly special branch - they are the police arm of mi5 kind of) in the uk targeted me for my racial groups and socioeconomic group. I'm underclass in the UK, despite people saying the class system doesn't exist much any more. I got an education, degrees, and a high flying city job. But apparently that means I'm a criminal because I had a lifestyle in access of my known income, apparently. This led to years of harassment until out of spite, envy and in retaliation I had tonnes of bogus referal by them to mi5 such as that I was a russian sleeper agent. I held on a long time but because of the extreme things they would do, such as stop me from working or tell f*eemasons to utalise my professional qualification to use a loophole to stop me carrying it forward to a new employer.

In the past, I have been "too good" at knowing what's going on which made things worse for me. In case I forget to mention it, I have ptsd now (along with mild autism, anxiety enduced tourettes which was never a thing outside of childhool until the ptsd, echolalia and other things, oh and I had a stroke/tbi from a police kicking me in the head and from a gangater being told to shank me by the police in exchange for NFA on their crimes using a mental health/public interest rationale). Now I have ptsd and know what get retaliation, I cannot be 'too good' and this feeds into the ptsd and anxiety. I have a fawn response.

I think it's been three years now they have been at it again. Reasons I can't get into but I saved someone high profile from a bad situation and I have a gang of people looking to destroy me on a personal level. I'm someone who it's essy to turn society against. I'm a light skinned minority (I wont write paragraphs on this here), hated minorities, and I arouse peoples cognative disodence. When someone hears mi5 and my race they turn hostile, think there is no smoke without fire and want to do harm to me where they can thinking I deserve it. Loads of people used what happened to justify their prejudice against me. I worked hard to get what I get but having bought my own home in London in my mid 20s the amount of people who deep down thought I must be involved in crime to do that because im working class trash and they cant buy a house with their privilege

Over the last 3 years someone at state level has been drugging me and are trying to collect kompormat on me. While it was likely the uk i was listening to comforting lies saying maybe it's someone else. They threaten my family if I don't engage. It's really bad. Idk how I've had the strength to get this far but there we go. I just don't want anything to happen to my family - because I'm being silenced. I have to let them get kompormat, play dumb, don't rock the boat, don't make them strike big. That's not a solution but it was my only choice.

I told the police, mi5, consulate, and so on to stop. There is no consent. They continued. I exhausted every avenue that was plausable. I have been talking to the cps pre-emptively, I've moved, I've applied for injunctions as best i can without a lwayer (yh legal aid is shit) but these conveniently disappear. After several acts of transnational repression I utilised my right to get consular assistance from another eu state to my own (i have an eu passport). I warmed the embassy to stop. That I will have to make official complaints if it's not yoo. I gave them time to official secrets act. Anyway shock horror while i cant be told everything it was all traced to the uk and I got some safety advice from foreign security services. I was raped. By an mi5 operative. Overseas. After being drugged. I knew I was deugged. I won't write the story or the mitigation. A file is prepared for the coroner (if I chose to have it released if I get killed- i worry about retaliation on my loved ones and not living a normal life). Anyway those people are known via frontex to travel on uk service passports.

Since then there has been a stalemate since I sent mi5 a file with what I want them to known I have and that I had spoken to the media and others.

They will plan something big.. but with slow caution.

Mi5 have neen trying to get me killed through deugs gangs they work with in the UK. All sorts of lies and letting sick people know (as proven by time) that they can do what they want to me and face no consequence. Society never believes the extent they go to gangstalk people. It's all unbelievable and designed to be that way.

As for the stalking and stuff. It's done with plausable deniability. Whispers in ears from operatives and slander poster about me anonymously.

They use what I call man in the middle. I can't elaborate now but they will get a civilian to do something to me without realising its mi5. Or the civilian will think they met me to take the piss or harass me when really i was sent a photo of my loved ones out and about that day telling me xzy will meet you and you should engage and do what theybday. These people are dangerous. Im so scared by it all.

There was a further incident yesterday. Im not sure if it's a man in the middle. I just have to take the hits so they don't hurt my loved ones. I'm really at a loss of what to do. They are both amateurish and highly sophisticated. I really do not like this. All i can do is play dump. Not rock the boat, do a managed disengage. It's so bad. I just let them get their kompromat or whatever brcause I'm simply out of moves.

I am also suspicious my phone was hacked recently.

As some of you are aware if you can work out who I am, I have euthanasia approved somewhere. It's not something I want to do - I'm not suicidal - but there really is no way out and it's not something you can leave to last minute either.

This psychological tourment is awful. There is no coonsent. I look crazy (by design) if I speak out, especially when I write so ambiguous l

I really don't know what to do next. I need a quiet life just by myself but that is not financial and mentwlly viable for many reason.

I do not see a viable solution. I keep trying, but they have a clear desire to dump me in prsion on manufactured charges or what not, why they havent dumped a t* manual at my address and so on is beyond me but they are obviously going for something big. It's so bad. I have to play along with their evil when they want me to so my loved ones aren't harmed. I wish they would just kill me already (im not suicidal) but that will just make people start to ask questions.

I also have a maffia hit out on me because of mi5s lies.

Thank you for reading even though there really isn't any advice to be given.

I needed to share my thoughts with other tis just to go through them.