u/CowPersonal7261

Growing up i genuinely didnt have any safe adults i could show my real authentic self to, i could never really establish any safe relationships growing up that didnt constantly have me managing everyone and keeping the peace

Im just an 18 year old guy, and it sucks how i had to walk on eggshells the whole time. I know i have a life ahead of me but having no connections that i could feel fully myself in is torture

I genuinely wish i had a nice older sister growing up, because she’d care about me and make it feel a little less painful.

I never really explored my internal world fully either, so it sucks

I’d really love an older sister figure.