A few months ago, I went through a really bad breakup. Nothing in the entire world hurt more than that did, and how it still does. It wasn't something toxic at all, and we were nearly perfect together, but was because of her mental health and its affect on us. The hardest thing I've ever done was break up with her, not because she was anything bad, but because I ran out of energy choosing her before she'd ever choose herself. But anyways, this isn't about the breakup itself, I'm not looking for advice on that and it wouldn't make much sense in this subreddit lol.
So at the time, I was working on a piece about mental health in general, and would often go back to work on it in such times where I wasn't doing so well. I wanted to dedicate a part of this piece to her, so I set apart a small section of it, and called it 'Homage to a Longing Memory.' I had some friends listen to it, and got mixed reactions, as they didn't properly feel what I was trying to give off. I'm curious to hear what the world thinks about it. When you listen to it, what does it convey to YOU?
---> Link (sorry for bad quality lol)
(At least for me: >!It feels broken but longing. It's passionate and wholesome, but distant and fading. It's gone, but it feels as it's really still there. The minor sixths feel as they will resolve, but they don't, which creates a unique feeling to me)!<