u/Creative_Boat_5955

It’s not about appearance.

It’s about control.

A ritual.

A hunger mistaken for power.

It’s the silence

between heartbeat and thought,

the hollow ache

that feels like victory.

Feeling your stomach fold inward,

the cold learning your bones,

strength slipping quietly away,

fatigue blooming without end.

And still

it feels peaceful.

Because control can feel like comfort.

Because losing can feel like winning.

Because the mind applauds

while the body fades.

Anorexia:

a war dressed as discipline,

a slow vanishing

mistaken for grace.

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u/Creative_Boat_5955 — 24 days ago