My experience (near obe?)
Hello! I started this journey about 8 months ago and I went very hard meditating for about 6 of those months and I feel like I’ve had pretty good progress. I’ve vibrated and such but never felt very close I suppose?
I took a couple months off not by decision just been super slammed with life stuff but recently I started back up again and last night I feel like was my best attempt yet.
I normally listened to guided ap videos to try to use what they say to help me get to the point but I always found myself not able to leave my body when they say to and it always upset me and made me stop the audio cause after that it pretty much went quiet but last night I tried binaural beats for the first time. It started super normal just like usual but then it got to a point where the beats kind of formed together and landed directly in the middle of my brain? I started just hear a constant beat instead of it going back and forth like the audio was before which caught me off guard but I stayed calm and the sound started to get a lot louder and with my eyes closed I started to spin in my head kinda like if you get off a carnival ride and you close your eyes everything kinda spins. I was able to maintain this level for a bit but unfortunately I felt like their was a spider on my head and I HAD to make sure it wasn’t there and ofc it was just a hair so that kinda ruined the flow of everything but I feel like I’m closer than I’ve ever been😄 just wanted to make sure these are normal things to experience and if I’m getting closer. Thanks. (Sorry for the long text)