I can’t do it without someone showing me how, please, someone help me
This is a cry for help. Please, anyone, tell me where I can go to find someone to show me how to restore in real life. Because of my super low IQ, I can’t figure out how to do it correctly. Doctors have never heard of restoration, NORM doesn’t answer emails even though they haven’t made an announcement saying they’re inactive, doctors opposing circumcision don’t offer in-person visits either.
I’ve tried every restoration method under the sun, made more than 20 attempts for each of them, no amount of trial and error changes anything. I make no gains after spending at least a year on each of them, and I’ve even developed a black dot surrounded by red inflammation on my scar line that still hasn’t gone away after years of being there. This is with me applying as little tension as I possibly can, so the application has to be the issue, not excessive tension.
I need to emphasize, I don’t have the mental capacity to figure out how to do this. When it comes to doing anything that’s hand-on, I’m as dumb as a doorknob, and this has turned out to be no exception.
There’s no other option for me, either there’s at least one person out of 8 billion who’s willing to help me, or I have to pay tens of thousands for a disappointing result. Being mutilated has, without exaggeration, completely ruined my life. I need to do something about it.