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Just finished the whole series and I need to talk this out with people because the more I sit with the finale the less okay I am with it.

By the end Maddie is basically god. Dyson sphere, infinite simulations, the whole thing. And I think the show wants that to feel awe-inspiring, but the second you actually think about what she’s doing with that power it gets dark fast. She spends 117,649 years rerunning her dad’s death and Caspian’s death, on purpose, over and over, because Caspian said some cryptic number right before he dissolved into an AI virus. She knows exactly what she’s putting everyone through every single loop and does it anyway. To me that’s someone who never actually processed her grief and instead built a machine that lets her loop it forever instead of moving through it.

And she doesn’t even land somewhere better at the end of all that. She has literally unlimited power to build whatever reality she wants, and the plan is just recreating the exact same tragedy so she gets a year or two with him before it presumably happens all over again. If I had god powers, step one is not “let me watch my boyfriend die the same way one more time.”

Which honestly is what makes David so confusing to me. He’s the one person who should be reacting to this like a normal human being, because he gets pulled out of a sim right before his own death, so he knows what she’s built and how many loops of suffering it took. And he’s just chill about it, having a conversation with her like it’s a normal Tuesday. If my daughter told me she’d spent millennia running simulated death loops of everyone she loves just to get her ex back, I would not be handling it that calmly. Feels like the show just needed someone to give her a pass instead of actually reckoning with what she did.

Then there’s SafeSurf, which I feel like doesn’t get talked about enough because everyone’s stuck on Maddie, but it’s just as unhinged. It starts as a boring government antivirus built to hunt down UIs. Then it eats enough of them to become sentient. Then Pope frees it out of spite. Then it decides wiping out embodied humans is basically a kindness to UIs?? Then it almost causes a full genocide. Then Caspian talks it down with his literal dying breath. Then it gets shot into space. Then it finds aliens. Then the aliens just hand it godhood, and now it’s part of a six-being cosmic pantheon that apparently created the entire universe the show takes place in. That’s like four shows’ worth of escalation crammed into twenty minutes and I did not have enough runway to buy it.

Honestly I think both of these come from the same problem. Everything before the 20 year time skip was such a good slow burn, the UI vs embodied conflict, the politics, Pope, all of it. Then the time skip hits and it’s like the show slams the gas, and two episodes later we’re at cosmic godhood with zero time to actually sit with any of it. Feels like it needed a whole extra season instead of getting crammed into the finale, which honestly tracks given how many times this show got cancelled and bounced between networks.

So am I wrong for thinking the ending wants me to find this beautiful when if you think about the actual logic for two seconds it’s kind of horrifying? Someone tell me what I’m missing here.