I asked an artist to draw me a background for $200 using all my savings. The deadline was 2 weeks and it took them 6 weeks. They didn't listen to my feedbacks and the quality of art I got was way worse than the portfolio. I still paid them 200. Did this happen to any of you? I am very frustrated.
My friend left this world. He was my best friend and business partner, the one who gave me the dream to help others. After his death I feel like I lost everything. The meaning of life. I have a job and businesses that I own which I need to continue on. But I don't have any energy. Pray for me so that I understand that there is a greater entity who loves me. I always hated Christianity because of what the people in the church did to me ( I won't get into too much detail ). But again, I find myself in front of the church to beg to find my value to live. I want to feel loved and I don't want to be scared of people leaving me. I have nowhere to go