What if there is only one consciousness - universe itself.
What do you experience when you are sleeping but not dreaming?
Nothing, you not experiencing sleep, you just experience waking and falling asleep.
You not even completly experiencing whole of these events because when you are not remembering what was happening just a moment ago did you really experienced it?
When you wake up, do you remember how you fall asleep or woke up?
You at most remember starting falling asllep and ending of waking up.
Sleep is like cut in movie of your life: One scene ends, and immediately another starts.
From your perspective you are constantly consious.
People say that death is eternal sleep, but I would also say that it is long, but why?
Eternal means that something has no end and long means having great duration, so it has end.
For us dead one is in eternal sleep, but for dead one it will be just another sleep.
In whatever religion you belive or not, you will most likely say that you experience something after death.
So then, when not restrained by temporality of body will there be anything ending your consciousness?
If not, then in infinite time you will think about evrything.
Eventually your mind will start creating stories.
In infinite amount of time you will come up with infinite amount of stories.
Eventually there will be stories about gods creating universe.
Eventually there will be story of our universe.
So there eventually will be story of you.
We can make anything happen in our stories, basically making us god of it.
If thre is god above us, what if we are characters in god's mind?
And then what if our god is in mind of god above.
And then that god is in mind of god of thiers.
And so on, and so on...
You will eventually come up with story of these gods too.
Then, there will be no highest god, we both will and will not be one.
We will not because we always could just come up with higher one, it will be up to us.
Fractal is a geometric shape that after zooming up appears like before it and after zooming up again situation repeats and it does infinitely.
So what if universe is just one fractal like mind?
So really it's just me: the one consciousness that when writing this experiences my life and when you read this, I experience yours.
But, after all, this is just unprovable consideration so, just live your life like you would normally.
Let me know if there are any holes in my thinking and sorry for grammar, english is not my first language.