Having trouble to be myself
So i'm 16 this year, and i just watched a very inspiring youtube video and realized i have always not been myself.
Like i always try to please people, very rarely i say no to requests, and i force myself to laugh at their jokes, even if they're not funny at all.
I always agree with whatever they say, cuz im afraid they'll not like me if i have other opinions. And its just like i lost all my personality, like if you ask me what type of person i am, i cant even answer. I dont even know what i want in life anymore, and i'm especially nervous about it cuz im about the enter university and i need to choose a Major, but i have no idea what subjects i like and what i want to do in the future.
Please can anyone give some advice on how to be myself? like how to find myself again and not be what others want me to be.
Thanks , this matters a lot to me