The Pact of Polaris [11] A shopping trip with Mom
Kav [Skalgan Venlil] [18]
Affiliation: Pact of Polaris
- Infiltrator
PACT Date Standard: March 10th 2136
- 11 Days since last log
Location: Starflight City, Nishtal, Krakotl Homeworld
Kav awoke sharply to the hum of his internal clock. Eyes slowly fluttering open as he takes in the roof of the apartment. A colorful artistic depiction of a mid-day sky on Nishtal lay above him. Rolling onto his side he saw the clock sitting on the cabinet next to his bed. His eyes wandered around the room, scanning. He knew there was little chance of there being cameras in here. But the constant vigilance helped keep him from getting too relaxed to let things slip.
The Time on the clock read in Venlish numbers, though set to the Nishtal’s time cycle. A 27 hour day here. He woke up at exactly 0800 which means he got about 9-10 hours of sleep. A good amount, he was exhausted after the long flight to Nishtal. Ironically, much like how he and his infiltrators pretended to act, he sometimes couldn't believe this was real. His parents were in the other room, likely still asleep. They were there. They took him in, cared about him even after so long. He has a little sister. *He has a little sister.*
It was a lot to take in and five days of talking, catching up with the lives of his parents who were practically strangers to him now. His father was vaguely how he remembered him, stoic, quiet and when he spoke he had a certain gravitas that made you want to listen. But otherwise kind and caring. His mother on the other hand seemed completely different to how he remembered her. He wasn't sure whether that was due to his faulty memory or because she really had changed. She wore jewelry, krakotl jewelry to be specific. Dressed in Krakotl fashion with flowing scarves and tassels, has some wool paints in colors venlil eyes couldn't see to imitate the Krakotl’s feathers. At least that's what she told him about her fashion sense. She was far more outgoing as well, more than he remembered.
Compared to his father’s rather mundane attire which consisted of his wool and a bow tie, she looked positively garish. Though he kept those thoughts to himself. Getting up from his bed he felt the seconds ticking away. The idleness was starting to get to him. Checking the clock again, he saw he had spent 5 minutes simply rehashing his impressions of his parents in his head. He needed to do something. He double checked his door, it was locked.
The whole concept of the lock being on the door made this seem even stranger to him. This was his room. His alone, not his squad’s room, or his platoon’s barracks. His sole room, a room for him and nothing else aside from what he desires to furnish it with. Even the Secretary General himself did not have a sleeping quarters all to himself. It was a waste of space, and yet it was the norm here in the federation. His room was very obviously hastily decorated. Used as an impromptu storage closet until his very sudden arrival into their lives. There were still some old boxes of files and other junk his family stored here. The bed being the obvious new addition with some generic posters put up to brighten the room.
The posters didn't have any cameras, he checked. Neither did the plushie his sister gave him. A small plush venlil in a silver exterminator suit, minus the helmet. Little glass-like eyes that he thought might hide a camera, but checking they were simply stitched on. He carried that thing everywhere though. He pretended that the little doll made him feel safe. He just liked it though, it was his first real possession here in the federation. And it was given to him by his sister. He picked up the plush and brought it to his chest. Giving it a soft squeeze. A smile threatened to form on him but he fought the instinct, flicking his ears happily as a method to bleed off his emotions, and as practice to avoid grinning in the future.
Kav put the plush back on the table next to the clock. Laying down on the ground, he began to do some pushups. Pushing up and down, he felt how weak his arms had become from the month of minor starvation and lack of movement to prepare their bodies to truly look like half starved cattle. He already started feeling exhausted after only a few pushups, and Nishtal’s gravity was far weaker than Pact Standard Skalgan gravity. It would take a while to rebuild his strength to what he used to have.
Two hours later the sun began to rise on nishtal. The bright blazing ball of plasma slowly rising up from the horizon, a dull yellow star, a pale imitation of Polaris’ yellow supergiant. Kav ended his crunches, a hundred done and he felt exhausted. His arms burning. He got back up, and let himself cool off, standing by the window watching the city begin to awake with the morning rays of starlight. The cripplers– Krakotl civilians start to emerge onto their balconies and take flight. Slowly at first, one or two at a time. Then as the minutes pass on dozens join the growing flocks of multicolored feathers flying to and fro between the tall buildings.
He heard a knock on his door at that moment.
“Kav.. It's time for first meal!” He heard his father’s voice, slightly muffled by the thin door.
“C-Coming.. J-Just give me a moment..” He said, getting into character. Slouching, looking around nervously and taking short nervous breaths.
He unlocked the door and nervously peeked out, his father standing there with a look of warmth on his face, as if to say ‘its safe dont worry’ with nothing but a glance. That drove a dagger through his heart. His father cared, cared to make him feel safe, cared to bring him in and feed him after he was barely more than a stranger. He would get used to lying, Jones herself told him that. He just had to survive the first hundred stabs to his conscience, after that it would go numb. It was not a good thing, Jones said as much. But the needs must. And so must he.
“O-Okay uh..” He opened the door some more and took a step out.
Stopping for a moment, and quickly grabbing the plush exterminator venlil. Pressing it to his chest, he returned to his fathers side. He felt keeping the plush on him would build his character of being scared, using it as a representative of safety. Also, his sister looked happy seeing him with his gift. So he killed two krakotl with one stone with this plan.
“Cmon son. We still have some Strayu leftovers.”
Kav nodded silently and followed his father to the private cafeteria in the apartment. A single small table with space for four individuals on each side. His mother and sister were already seated and looking over at him, his mother with a warm but sad expression and his sister with an oblivious happy ‘nothing is wrong’ gleeful expression that raised his mood. Her expression only brightened seeing him carry his little plush along with him. She knew nothing of what he supposedly went through, only that he was taken but is now returned as a big brother.
“Kavvy! C'mon the strayou will get cold.” Niva said, shifting in her seat full of energy.
“S-Sorry i just.. I forgot I could-” He started but trailed off.
He just took a seat and looked down at the break– First meal before him. A slice of warm strayou, reheated of course, with some jam spread over it. The rest was more disappointing. Raw vegetables, and a blob of greenish moss. He waited for his father to take a seat.
“Let us thank Solgalick, the Protector and Inatala for the meal we have been given today.” His mother began the prayer. They extended their arms to grab each other's paws around the table, each one holding the paw of the person to their left and right.
“May they give us their blessings for the day, and bless us with great bountiful lives.” His father continued the prayer
“And may they destroy the evil predators so big brother kav wont need to be scared anymore!” Niva said looking over at him with an ‘i got you’ look. It took everything in him not to laugh at that.
They all turned to look at him for a moment as Kav remembered he had to finish the prayer to gods he didn't believe in.
“Uh- a-and may they… guide us through life and watch over us.” He recited, copying what his father said the day before when it was his turn to finish the prayer.
They all bowed their heads, Kav mimicked them. Then they all let go of each other's paws and began to grab their utensils to eat. He grabbed his own utensils in his fist, no technique, no finesse. Merely stabbing the food with it like a brute. They were still ‘teaching him’ how to use them properly, and so he fumbled around with them awkwardly as he slowly stabbed a far too large portion of vegetables and tried to bite them off the fork.
Niva giggled watching him, he blushed– bloomed, feeling like a fool but seeing the happy expression on her face soothed the wound to his pride like a balm. He giggled back, the tension at the table going away slightly as Niva started to use her fork like him. It was adorable to watch.
“Niva use your fork properly please.” Mother said in a gentle tone.
“But Kavvy can't, so I need to be a good sister and make him feel at home!” Niva said, puffing out her chest like she's being a hero.
“It's fine Niva.. I'll learn to use it by watching you. Y-you know how to do it properly right?” Kav brought up, while he would like to see her antics a bit longer, it was a little distracting.
“Yep! Mom and dad taught me how to do it properly when I was five! Watch closely, Kavvy!” She instantly turned her fork around and grabbed it properly.
Kav pretended to mimic her motions, watching closely as he grabbed it as close as he could to her but messing up on purpose. The whole display made the whole table brighten up, his parents watching the ‘cute’ display of him trying to learn from his little sister how to hold utensils properly. Is this what he had missed in his childhood? Small moments like this?
Dinner went by after that with a far more positive atmosphere, the vegetables were palatable if strange tasting, and the moss was apparently a ‘krakotl’ specialty on their homeworld. It tasted weird but it wasn't bad, he could stomach it, though it certainly could use some salt, pepper, paprika or maybe a hint of olive oil and a hot pan. The best part of b-First meal was the Strayou with jam on it. Unfortunately Strayou was a Venlil specific dish and was unlikely to be found on Nishtal. Maybe he could try making his own version. Something to think of later.
With First meal finished, everybody gathered their things to go to their duties. Niva gathered a satchel and her tablet to go to school, Father gathered up his larger satchel to go to work and mother was preparing to go grocery shopping, since they had gone for a week to pick him up and had to throw away a lot of their old rations. Lucky for her she had a day or two more off from her job to help him settle down. He on the other hand didn't have anywhere to go, or anything to do aside from his online class to ‘learn’ how to read and write.
“H-Hey Mom…” The word felt foreign in his mouth even after five days. Half the time he almost said ‘drill sergeant’ or ‘sir’. Memories of Drill Sergeant Kelly’s stern yet warm guidance came to him when he did so.
“C-can i come with you… to.. Get.. food?” He chose his words carefully. The word ‘ration’ might sound weird to them, or it might not. But he wouldn't risk it.
“Oh um.. A-are you sure Kav? Do you…” She paused for a moment. He knew she was trying to word this in a way that wouldn't insult him or make him feel bad.
“I-i dont want to stay.. Alone right now… B-Besides I-I should see how… normal life.. Works…” Kav looked down at his paws, the plush exterminator pressed to his chest. The statement was completely true, though the context was different than what his parents assumed.
His ‘normal’ life was daily exercise, drills, weapon practice, and intelligence gathering training. Theirs was school or work, getting food at a store, dealing with ‘money’ and the economy. He already had a crash course on how to navigate the complex world of capitalist economies, don't get credit if you can help it, save money etc. But he would need an excuse to ‘learn’ how to do it before he can put his practice into effect without drawing suspicion.
“W-well.. Of course you can come then. Just… If things get too much for you, let me know ok?” She pulled him into a hug, he was taller than she was by now, funnily enough he was almost taller than his father as well.
“Y-yes ill let you know if… I need a break… O-or.. you know…”
“And stick close to me. Don't wander off or talk to strangers without me there.”
“Yes mom..” He felt like a cadet talking to his drill sergeant again.
She broke the hug and looked him over. He definitely looked better than when he first stepped off that cattle ship, his wool was actually groomed and washed now. But he still had his short Pact standard cut, even if it grew out a tiny bit. As well as multiple visible cuts, bruises and the biggest noticeable wound is the burn scar around his neck. The wool was certainly not long enough to hide that and it was quite obvious, and would draw a lot of attention.
“Hold on a moment Kav…” His mother walked into her room leaving him there. His father walked past with his Niva in tow.
“Well, I'm off to work and to drop off your sister at school. Do call me if you need anything. You remember how to use the phone correct?”
Kav nodded. “Y-yeah just tap the green icon on the screen and select the one that says ‘dad’ on it..”
“Good, if you need anything don't be afraid to call.” He gave Kav a gentle pat on the back and left out the front door with his sister.
A minute or two later his mother came back out of her room with a bundle of cloth.
“Here, I had this back when we visited the shadeside on venlil prime all those years ago for your birthday… I cant believe It's still in such good shape after so long. But it should help cover your neck so people don't stare at your.. Neck.”
She gently wove the blue scarf around his neck, once then twice and laying the long flowing scarf down his left side. The color was eerily close to Pact blue that he froze for a second, thinking this was some hint that she knew. But he quickly dismissed that idea, if she knew she wouldn't be giving a subtle hint that she knew. This was just a massive coincidence.
He had a hard time remembering that day, he remembered something about a piece of clothing being too big for him and that he would ‘grow into it’ but he wasn't sure. The scarf was faded a little in certain spots, though in mostly good condition aside from some frayed edges.
“I-I… Thanks.. It would make it easier to.. Not stand out too much…” he nodded, after all his neck burns would draw attention and likely be a strong indicator to everyone that he was one of very few cattle survivors. The news, thankfully, had censored them when they were reported on. So few would know him as a survivor.
“Now let's go. Stay close to me, and if we get separated or you get lost just call me on your phone or look for the nearest exterminator. They wear silver suits like the toy Niva gave you, just ask them to help you ok?”
He nodded. Before flicking his ear signaling yes “Y-yeah I understand.”
They left their apartment and went down the elevator to the ground floor. The streets outside were mostly barren aside from the various personal transports, boxy logistics vehicles, and a few other non-krakotl pedestrians. Most of the city's inhabitants, who were krakotl, traveled by flying above the streets in the ‘air ways’. Leaving the dirty ground for us who lacked aerial mobility.
The walk to the grocery store was short, during which Kav looked around in the daylight. Saying that the city was colorful would be an understatement. Entire buildings were strewn with paint in a thousand different shades, forming murals that didn't seem to make sense, nor clearly show what was depicted. That was until he was reminded by his mother that krakotl could see far more colors than every other federation species. So the murals couldn't be fully comprehended by them. Balconies lined almost every side of the buildings and were draped with various flowers and plants. Apparently a pale imitation of the Kolshian homeworld which was known as ‘the garden’ to which the Krakotl were so culturally interlinked with.
The vehicles were richly painted as well. Waste disposal vehicles were colored with flowers and treetops, passenger cars had dozens of colors in stripes that he could see. It was all an overlord of spectacle that made him aghast at the waste of resources it took to do all this. A simple two maybe three color paintjob would have sufficed to make things look presentable. Pact interiors were hardly dull bland grey, there were spots of color here and there, but this made the word garish feel inadequate in describing the sheer vibrancy of colors on display.
“Here we are, just up here.” He heard his mother say taking him out of his sightseeing.
There was a store built into one of the large tall skyscrapers. It had a massive balcony a few floors up to which all the fliers seemed to land and take off from, above the balcony were the words “Quickwinds Groceries” in krakotl script. Though there didn't seem to be an entrance on the ground.
“How do we.. get.. In..” He asked softly. Looking over the front of the building and failing to spot a doorway.
“Oh the ground entrance is this way.” She said, leading him into an alley where a rather dingy, flickering sign saying “Quickwinds Groceries GROUND ENTRANCE” sat above a rather disheveled looking door.
“Weird… Place for an entrance..”
“Well this city was mainly built for krakotl and just added these to accommodate us! Aren't they generous?” His mother said with a cheery tone.
One look at the doors and flickering sign made the word ‘afterthought’ come up in his mind but he kept silent and walked inside. Past the doors was an elevator which was blocked off by hazard stripe tape with ‘out of order’ written on it. The tape looked very old and most of it was peeling off the walls. Next to the elevator was some dull concrete stairwell going up.
Without saying anything his mother led him up the stairs, they passed by Nevok who carried a few bags going down the stairs. The stairway was completely barren besides access doors. Finally they got to the third floor where the ‘main’ floor was. Entering through the door it was like entering a separate world. Color was everywhere once again, bright neon colors, small carts being pushed about by shoppers through isles that were jam packed with products. With feathered shoppers clogging every isle in sight. It was… quite the sight. His mother must have seen the look he was making as she flicked her ear amused.
“Come Kav lets get a cart and we can gather our groceries.” She led him forward towards the balcony entrance where Krakotl came and went in a never ending chaotic tide. No schedule, no timetable for when they would appear to get their rations, just a constant flow of them coming in and out like a never ending open faucet.
They grabbed a small ‘cart’ which was just a basket on wheels to put their chosen rations into while they explore the store. His mother led him through the first isles of fresh produce. More of that moss which seemed to be extremely popular as there was a long line of krakotl going to get their fill. They waited in said line until it was time to get some. The moss being given out by a worker.
“Oh hello Miss Savala! Come back for some more of Nishtal’s finest holy moss?”
Savala… Was that his mothers name? It sounded familiar enough to be true.
“Of course Malak! Can't have a shopping trip without picking some up. Give us one pound of the fine moss please.”
“Sounds good, Savala. Oh and who's him? A friend of yours?” Kav felt the krakotl’s eyes look him up and down. “He looks… like he's fallen down a few too many flights of stairs.”
Kav resisted the urge to express his displeasure visually and merely looked down at the ground.
“Oh he’s my son Kav. He has… Been away for a while and just moved in with us.”
“Oh well welcome to Nishtal Kav. Hope you can find your place here. If there's one for you.”
Kav couldn’t think too much about the strange, veiled insult directed at him before his mother led him out of the line now with a large sealed box of moss in their basket.
“T-they were… Strange..” He muttered to his mother… Savala…
“Yes, they're always so friendly and welcoming! I remember when I first met them they wished me luck finding where I belong.”
Maybe Kav was over thinking this, perhaps there was some cultural nuance he didn’t get yet. Better to wait for more information than to jump to conclusions from one interaction. He focused back on the shopping. They stopped by a few isles, gathering some fresh vegetables, a few fruits. Even stopping by the “Federation wide Stock” isle full of options from around the federation. The Venlil section was… Puny but it did have a single bag of ‘Strayu grains’ which made Strayu. He wondered if he could learn to make his own Strayu.
While he had served a few times in the cafeteria and learned basic food preparation recipes in the survival courses, making bread, or Strayu shouldn't be too difficult to learn how to do. Plus it would be something to do in the time he has alone in the apartment until he feels comfortable asking his father to get him a job at the shipyard.
“Can we… Grab this…” He spoke up for the first time in a while he noticed. “I wanna… Try making strayou…”
“Oh uhm.. A-are you sure? Making strayou is extremely difficult. Plus you need a special Strayou forge to make one.”
Strayou forge? That was new. Perhaps he had underestimated how difficult making foreign bread was simply because he had thought it was similar to pact bread rations. But they had an oven at home, surely that would work… but if not then it would be a waste. Best leave it for later.
“I.. Maybe later then… I should… Look up how to actually make strayou first…” He put the grains down, though with it being the only bag he hoped nobody would buy it before he figured out if he could..
His mother looked at him then at the grains. “Oh, put it in the bag. It'll be fun to see if we can make Strayou at home. If not, I'm sure we can turn it into something else anyways.”
He smiled, stopped mid turning of his lips, and flicked his ear appreciatively. Grabbing the sizable bag and putting it into the basket.
“T-thank you.. Mom.” he said genuinely. The warmth inside him making him want to grin ear to ear.
“Oh it's nothing dear. If it makes you happy, a few credits for some grains is well worth it.” She hugged his side and he felt.. Happy.
The feelings pushed him through the rest of the trip through the store. Stacking their basket full of strange foods and snacks. Some that had Pact ration equivalents, Baked goods that resembled cookies, cakes and pastries. Dried fruits like raisins. Dips for vegetables like hummus, and a few sauces that he thought might resemble ranch or ketchup but couldn’t tell if they tasted remotely the same. Most of it though was raw or preserved variants of base foods. He still found it extremely odd that everybody had to make their own food unless they went to a ‘restaurant’ which acted like a bar but for food and sometimes as well as alcohol. He thought it was very inefficient compared to a large well maintained cafeteria.
As they walked around gathering supplies, he noticed he got many stares and side-eyes from the locals. It was to be expected he did look rather thin, underfed, and rough looking. Even with a week of eating well he was still on the skinny side. But still something about those looks made him pause. Each one didn't look… concerned. Perhaps he's just misreading them again, not like the Pact had much to teach them on the minute differences in expressions of every species.
But he had a feeling they were looking at him judgmentally. It probably didn't help that he was still carrying his plush Exterminator venlil. Considering it was a gift from his little sister it probably seemed childish. Like cadets wearing their training armor and weapons and pretending to breach enemy bases in the Bio-domes. Finally with the wheeled basket full his mother led him to the cashiers. The line was long but it seemed to go by fairly quickly. He felt the need to talk to pass the time.
“So… Many options…” He whispered, in truth there were more options in one isle than the entire cafeteria aboard an arkship. And that was before they started cutting back on the more extravagant options lately due to rationing concerns.
“Yes this is quite normal, there's all sorts of things to eat now. Don't you worry about having the same old meal every day.” She pulled him close and nuzzled his side.
“That.. Would be nice..” He said lying. He wished he could have some standard Pact rations about now. The Unique taste of raw foods can only be interesting so often, and he was already craving some Spaghetti with meat sauce. Or a baked potato with cream and other dairy products that he will never find an equivalent here in a federation world.
“So how are your lessons going?”
“Good good. I think. Hard to tell how.. Behind I am..”
“Dont you worry about that, your doing fine. I'm sure you will learn it all soon. You're a smart boy.. Man now. But if you think you need it, we can hire you a tutor.”
“I think I'll be fine for now… Im starting to remember some stuff…”
They got to the front of the line and paid for their supplies. Being put into thin plastic bags which he split carrying with his mother. Carrying three stuffed bags in one arm and his plush in the other against his chest. The walk down the stairs was easier than up even with the plastic bags. Though he still found something off about how out of the way the staircase was. As well as how undecorated and uncleaned it was. Unlike anywhere else in the store, dust and dirt were caking the floor here. Each step getting his paws dirty. Another thing he missed, his combat boots. Reliable pieces of faux leather and rubber that kept his paws safe from dangerous terrain. He worried at any moment there might be a piece of glass or sharp nail that would skewer his paw.
“Hey.. Mom.. Do you think I could… get a job with dad?”
“Oh?” She turned to look at him, interest in her eyes. “I.. Don't know you would need to ask him if there's anything available for your… Skill level. But I'm curious as to why there specifically?”
“I want to help… Against the Dominion… Even if it's small, even if it's just… sweeping floors of the shipyard offices… It's something that may help end them for good…” He slowly made his voice quieter to add to the illusion.
He was getting better at lying to them. He wasn't sure whether he liked that or not.
“Oh dear.. How noble.” She sighed. “I understand, I know the feeling, somewhat. When you were… Taken, I wanted to sign up for the Space corps or the federation fleet. My thoughts were only to try saving you, that maybe if i worked hard enough or trained hard enough i could save you. Luckily the recruiter reminded me of venlil being quite cowardly and weak and told me to rethink this. He was right. I couldn't stand up to an Arxur. We moved here about a year after your father finished his engineering degree and got top scores. The shipyard paid for us to move and that's why we moved here.”
Kav nodded. Though those comments from the recruiter made him internally groan. “Ah.. well.. A federation uniform might look… rather bland compared to your current outfit…”
“Hah true true. I may have gone native a bit, but the krakotl’s fashion sense is too good in my opinion.” she twirled around letting the jewelry jingle about and reflect the light in an array of colors.
“Its.. certainly interesting..” He couldn't understand the appeal of it.
All those necklaces and jewels would get caught in machinery or random things which made it a bit of a workplace hazard. The reflectiveness made them unsuitable for camouflage and would give her away. It's almost like she wants to stand out- oooh. The sudden realization of wanting to be the center of attention made sense now. Her battlefield wasn't in the navy or on some simulated frontier planet with a lasrifle in their paws. It was socially, much like him. However unlike him where he had to blend in, his mother wished to stand out and be noticed.
Something reflective caught his attention and he turned his head to look, spotting two silver suited Krakotl flying over them and landing in front of them in the relatively barren sidewalk. His mother continued walking towards them having certainly noticed by the flick of her eyes in their direction. Kav tried to keep calm, they weren't here for him, probably just a patrol or their wings got tired flying. He pretended to look happier, after all, exterminators were there to protect them from predators. And he was a rescue, he should be happy to see them. He clutched the little plush exterminator he carried in his free paw to his chest.
“Hello you two, fine day isn't it?” One of the exterminators said in an overly friendly tone while waving with their wings.
“Oh yes it's a lovely day! The sun just makes the murals all over really pop!” His mother responded equally cheery and far more honestly.
“That's good. Say are you ok sir? You're not looking the best? We got reports of a suspicious individual who looks like they got out of a fight recently.” The second exterminator said looking over at Kav.
“I-Im fine.. Just.. New to.. Nishtal..” He looked at them with false awe. “Y-your exterminators… Right?” He looked up at them and took in their equipment.
Silver suit, over it a harness with equipment on it, radio, gas tanks for a sidearm, plasma pistol by the looks of it. One of them has a large flamethrower on their back held on by a sling. The other has some sort of stun gun. Both have batons at their hips opposite their holsters, from the looks they may be electrified.
“Yes we are.”
“Oh thank… Solgalick” He tried hard to remember the name of the religious entity venlil worshipped. “I feel safer with you around already… Just… So overwhelming being here with so many… people.”
They seemed taken aback slightly by his positive attitude. He wondered if they were used to being praised or if it was simply him doing it that made them balk.
“Oh well, I'm glad we can do that for you. We just wanted to ask you some questions. Like where your scars came from? Are you ok?”
“Y-yes im fine now… I…” He wondered if he should tell them he's a rescue. It would immediately defuse the situation, but it would also make himself known to them. There wont exactly be many Venlil cattle rescues, especially on nishtal.
“He’s.. one of the cattle rescues sirs…” His mom says taking the choice from him. Ah well, best roll with the punches.
He lowers his scarf slightly to show them the burn marks around his neck. It had the reaction he wanted, immediate taking of a breath, sympathetic looks, disgust, likely at the treatment he had to face, and understanding now.
“Ahh I see that.. Explains everything. Sorry we had to bother you, you've likely been through enough already.”
“N-No it's fine.. It feels good to see you here, keeping us safe from… them..” He clutched his plush exterminator tighter, and looked down.
“It's our job dont worry, we are the shield of the federation for a reason. And hey is that Tarlis from the Jr. exterminators show?”
“Y-yeah i think so.. M-my sister gave it to me.. Said it'll watch over me and keep me safe… It feels better to have it around…”
“Would you like me to sign it? Might make you sleep better at night to have it signed by a real exterminator!”
The amount of arrogance he felt coming from that bird was enough to make him want to punch him in the face for daring to suggest he defile the first and so far only gift he has received from his little sister. He managed to contain himself from doing such a thing. Even if he felt it was well warranted.
“N-No thanks i-itll just ruin t-the color when we wash it… T-Thank you though i-i appreciate it.” He tried his best to make himself seem sincere.
“Well that sounds reasonable. Shame though I feel it would be better with it. But we’ll let you be on your way. Take care and Enjoy Nishtal. No safer place in the federation than here.”
They parted ways with the exterminators, walking past as they conversed amongst themselves. Kav putting his scarf back hiding his burn scar. His ear angled back to hear if they mentioned anything about him but sadly they seemed to take off into the sky without another word, or at least none he could hear.
The rest of the walk had two notable events aside from the exterminators. A little ways away two krakotl have an argument mid air about who had the flight of way in a certain direction. Kav really wanted to stay and watch to see if they fought, but his mother kept him moving so as to not get themselves involved. Sadly they turned a corner so he lost sight of a potential fight.
The second was a small group of people looking around suspiciously before walking into an alley. What made them unique were they were half krakotl and half various other species. Three Krakotl, one Gojid, one Venlil and a Zerulian. They entered the alley but unfortunately kav and his mother walked past before he could see where they were going. He wondered if they were up to something, the way they walked looked stressed like they were trying to act normal and failing. Like how he and his infiltrators looked when they first started training. He was curious but there was nothing he could do about it now.
They entered their apartment with their supplies in hand, and Kav spent the next few minutes helping his mother put away the supplies. Learning where to put them and why, how certain parts of the ‘Pantry’ are for certain things.
It felt… Oddly relaxing. He didn't have to lie to her, no more than to keep up his stuttering shy act. He just… existed… Talked with his mother… Listening to her explain things about her job, or the world he was now a part of. There was no judgment from her, no expectations about a job. It was like he was five again. Vague memories of sitting on her lap to watch the Jr. Exterminators or talk to her about school came up. He missed this. He missed this so much.
“Dear are you ok? Are you crying?” His mother said, concern in her voice as she walked up to him with a napkin.
“I-Im fine..” He wiped his tears. “Just… S-So happy.. To be here with you.. Again…” More tears left his eyes as he leaned forward and brought his mother into an embrace.
His tears streamed out now as he pressed his face into her neck fluff. His mothers arms gently wrapped around his chest and patted him on the back as he sobbed.
“There there… It'll be alright… Let it all out dear… Let it all out…” His mother said in a warm soothing voice, the kind he overheard her say to his sister at night after a nightmare. One he remembered from his long lost childhood.
He was an adult now. Had he been told he would have bawled like a cadet getting their first sprained leg he would have scoffed at the idea. Right now though, he didn't care about how he looked, Didn't care about lying. He just wanted this moment to last. To forget the mission, to forget the Dominion and its crimes, to forget the inevitable war, to forget the Federations genetic alteration of his kind. To, for one single day. Do nothing.
“Mom… Can we watch the Exterminators together… Like we used to?” He choked out between lessening sobs.
“Of course kav.. Of course we can… How about we break open those dried lala fruits and snack on them while we watch ok?”
“Id like that…” He finally let go of her.
They sat down on the couch in front of the Home TV. A bowl of dried fruit on the table before them. The most recent variation of ‘The Exterminators’ show on so he can start to catch up with the newest ‘timeline’. He ignored the awful writing, the complete moronic tactics they implemented in their attempts to find their quarry. The propaganda oozing out every facet of the show. He ignored it all.
He sat next to his mother leaning against her. They said nothing. They had no need to. For the first time in years. Kav felt like he had as a child. No worries of the future, no responsibilities and the weight of his task upon his shoulders, no training and the feeling of sore muscles after hours of exercise, nothing. Just him, his mother and something to take his mind off everything.
It was bliss.