sqe2 reflection
guys congrats to everyone whos finished, honestly, I still cant believe we all sat 16 exams in the span of 2 weeks, thats INSANE and thats such an achievement in itself
im just pissed at myself for thinking like this but I feel like I majorly effed up most of the stations, like even today im thinking about the orals and across both days the topics were fine, doable and actually decent but I feel like despite knowing the topic in and out, I failed to put my best foot forward, eg today with wills!! its driving me up the wall and I know a lot of people here have warned not to lament or think about it cause 'look at the pass rate, its there for a reason' and I get it, but why do I feel like ill be the remaining 20%! it's such a discouraging process sqe2, theres no clear barometer to even tell you how youve done even through your revision and prep, and today where I should be feeling on a high because the topics on day 1 and 2 again were not bad, it's sad that im stuck in this minimising thinking that I havent done enough, and in that state of exam panic, happened to miss smt or not be as fluent as I could have been ykwim?
anyway thats my rant, im lit just writing it cause ik some people here will also feel similar to me SO I SEE YOU AND ITS OK hopefully we become delulu by the time 3 months pass
WELL DONE EVERYONE REGARDLESS, (and those who r doing it next week, hang in there!!)