Lost and hopeless
I feel like all my hard work through the years has been for nothing. I worked full time while paying for university without aid it took me 6 years. I landed my dream job prior to graduation and was set to move out and start working in ATX. All off this was taken away due to the renovations taking so long.
I check my status everyday and feel so discouraged to keep going. I show a strong face to my family but I feel like I’m going insane I feel depressed and like I don’t have a purpose. I see all of these approvals and part of me feel resentful. I just don’t know anymore I feel like shit more and more as the days go on. Like everything that’s I have worked for is for nothing.
I want to be angry at god but I know this has nothing to do with him. I’m just lost and I have lost my purpose.