u/Dangerous_Till7347

ive completely fucked everything up idk what to do. Ive gotten addicted to drugs and i kept causing fights at uni. Been selling shit on the side too so ofc everyone is pissed. completely disengaged with any of my course and now im kicked out. Obviously now i can‘t have accom for next year. I can’t go home because my parents will hate me. My supervisor keeps telling me i should get myself into treatment but ofc i can‘t fucking afford anything like that esp when im doing shit like heroin thats when it gets so expensive. Ive tried nhs help and it didnt do anything. im just so fucked. idek why im posting here man i just dont have anyone irl on my side anymore. Prob gonna be homeless idk how anyone will ever hire me