Im not stupid I swear, although my tears are making me dehydrated like the Sahara desert right now
I honestly have no idea how my body can produce so many tears
Everyday with little to no water consumption. My self esteem is at rock bottom, my stress is on a million and anxiety. I moved here to Stafford Texas america with my husband because of his job. But I have gazillions of bills and debt I need to deal with and not a single job offer or interview here. I couldn’t imagine that the job market is tougher here in America than Sweden. And as I am writing my years won’t stop falling from my cheek. I just don’t want to be a burden to my family anymore I NEED A JOB!!!!😭 I’m suffering. I know we’re all suffering I’m not saying my suffering is worse than anyone else’s. I’m just in so much pain and want to ventilate and feel Reddit is the place to do that and my ai models keep telling me to seek a therapist to handle the pressure BUT I DONT HAVE A JOB SO I CAN HAVE MONEY TO SEE A GOD DAMN THERAPIST I have a BA business administration from the uk I have a double masters mba and ma marketing from Australia, I have work experience across a plethora of industries in sales operations commercial operations and so on I worked in global national and smb businesses ❤️🩹😭 still not enough. I used to be so bubbly energetic positive anything is possible confident person and now I’m
Questioning my existence and purpose other than burdening my surrounding with my weight