u/DearBook9182

finding an aftonsparv for £1 was genuinely the best day of my life

I made a post here about being sad I cant do the subjects I wanted in A-LEVELS at my school school, but my teacher told me he could write me an application to join another school which I didnt know existed but its an all boys school, im kinda scared though what if theyre all mean / phobic? I live in a pretty Christian area so im not sure what the best course of action would be, but I dont wanna judge them without meeting them first.

Also if you respond please think realistically dont be like "oohhhh so many possible boyfriends blah blah blah" its very unlikely theres gonna be gay people there or atleast out gay people

on other people I think acne is the coolest thing ever ngl, especially people who are confident with it but on myself i feel hella chopped
is it over for me

I won’t elaborate

PLEASEEEE PRIMARKKKKKK IM DESPERATEEEE 💔💔
I’m manifesting so hard

i genuinely cant read/watch anything romantic because I get sick from jealousy and idk how to control it? sorry if i sound like an edgelord or something but i just wanna be happy for other people and not feel like im missing out yknow

i love sniper characters
(32 6 3)

(im talking about the yaoi mangas that are mostly nsfw, i can agree that quite a lot of yaoi is pretty sfw and is genuinely just lovey dovey cute shoujo stories which I think is a completely normal to read and to have as a hobby)

but reading and looking at hardcore illustrations of gay nsfw images is weird to have as a hobby especially as a girl? the only thing I've seen people that do this say is that "they're not real" but in my opinion its the same level of weird as men who watch lesbian content/hentai, its clearly fetishization and any time they get called out on it they get INSANELY homophobic and start saying men are disgusting and don't compare to their yaoi fantasies?? like surely I'm not the only person noticing this?

this is genuinellly making me wanna cry, my school isnt offering any of the A-LEVELS I wanna do and since its a shared education programme with other schools I cant even go to them instead.

I dont know what im gonna do anymore, I cant afford to do college courses and I genuinely think if I stay in this school for another 2 years doing subjects I hate ill off myself, every single summer my mental health improves so much and then I get back to school and suddenly im depressed and stay in bed all day - the thought of that being a cycle for another 2 years is just making me sick.

What can I do?? I love learning, I just hate my school so much I feel so much dread every time I get dropped off

The only thing thats been giving me hope is the fact I wouldnt have to go back to that school but now after looking for a job I realised how hard it is, I just feel so hopeless rn

I need friends to play with that won’t drop the f bomb on me </3

when will it beeee myyy turnnnnn

(im not sure who the og artist is but the pinterest acc i got this photo from is @unknowncomically)