Feeling depressed after I had a seizure at work
I had another seizure at work on Monday, I dropped on my head and I have a minor fracture in my skull and my left ear hearing is kind of muffled. I’m still exhausted but I’m feeling really depressed. I guess I realized I could fall on my head at home and die and no one would know anything. I couldn’t tell my parents because they are just going to worry and get sad. My appointment with my neurologist is not until the 23rd of June. I feel horrible. None of my friends showed up everyone was busy with work when I asked someone could pick me up from the hospital. Which is fair I don’t have a lot of close friends here. I contacted my ex and he came and picked me up and let me stay with him for a few days which I am grateful for but I also feel bad for doing. I am tired of work I am tired of asking for help I am tired of endless hospital bills. The whole incident just made me feel like shit, I really don’t want to keep doing this