u/Delicious_Loquat_893

I have focal unaware and aware seizures, the other day had so many in one day and now am having anxiety waves all day- really short bursts (5 seconds) of doom feeling (it’s not seizures) and then it goes, do other people get this? Don’t know what to call it! I usually just get low and chest pain but this is more intense with these really intense bursts hourly- more, or less. Really varied over the past few days. When I think about it, it happens.

I closed my eyes just sat at my desk enjoying some music, a little desk boogie, then a I felt a brief zap of seizure (I get these every now and again on seizure days), usually I’d have opened my eyes but I kept them closed and almost leant into the seizure, curiously. It wasn’t a nice feeling but I thought I’ll keep my eyes closed and see what happens, and then yep, a few mins later I was coming out of a focal seizure where I lost awareness and felt horrible (same as usual vibes) and then as I came to realised I kinda leant into that and I’m sure if I’d opened my eyes, it wouldn’t have happened. Similar happened recently too. Anyone have any idea what I mean or does this make no sense? Really difficult to put into words!