I lost motivation trying to find a way back
Right now I’m 21 but I should start a few years earlier. I got into my dream college and I was so excited move a few states over and learn what I wanted to do and then after i met roommates and got stuff picked out I got hit with the my family can’t afford it even with my scholarship I don’t blame my family for it at all in fact they felt bad I couldn’t go and since then I lost the motivation to pursue the same career I’ve been floating to different jobs for the past 3-4 years
I am happy I mean I got friends and family nearby and technically I’m stable but whenever I hit a patch of silence like when I’m all alone can’t but help feel something is missing.
I was talking to my friends dad a while ago and he said stuff like when your in your twenties you should just picked up and leave for a year to really find yourself obviously at the time I thought that was stupid leaving everyone I know sounds bad
But recently me and my friends where talking what if we grabbed a one way ticket some where and it really got me thinking maybe i should take a year or 2 go somewhere else find a job somewhere far a way untill I make enough money to buy a ticket back maybe just try anything to fill what might be missing.
I’m aware it’s dumb and probably irresponsible so instead of asking is it dumb I want to ask is it worth it to just get out and leave for a little.