I’m in high school and lately I’ve been questioning God and religion a lot. I don’t feel connected anymore and it honestly scares me. I keep worrying that I’m following the wrong religion, doing something wrong, or that maybe none of it is even real. I’m terrified of death and the unknown, and these thoughts keep eating away at me piece by piece. I just don’t know what to believe anymore.
Aita for wanting flowers after asking for them for like over a year? Every time I bring it up my boyfriend gets upset and says I think he’s a horrible boyfriend or that I’m implying things when I’m really not. Like if I say “anything else?” after he goes near a flower shop, or “it’s okay, I’ll get them myself,” he takes it as me attacking him or calling him a bad bf when that’s not what I mean at all. It just hurts because it’s something small I’ve been asking for a long time, and I feel like my feelings get turned into an argument instead. And it’s exhausting.