Can’t decide
A huge tragedy happened in my life recently, a family passing. I’ve been in JC for a year. I’ve only gotten one certificate. Went to advanced and currently am in it. I have to stay a whole year in order to complete. I want to but i feel really hopeless. And every time i call a union they tell me they’re not taking anyone or their full. My instructor suggested i join a union but i told them they’re full and he tells me to relocate. The thing is, i wanna stay to get my certifications. But at the same time, i feel really sad and just wanna be around my close family. But the thing is i have absolutely nothing. No car. No savings. All i have is $100 in the bank. I do Uber Eats with borrowed cars when i can. I don’t wanna leave JC empty handed but at the same time i feel like it’s a waste of time. Any suggestions on what i can do? I know my family needs to me with them. I feel like i need to be with them but i dont wanna move in without a car and job. Cause then id be just stuck there. I dont wanna be stuck. And i moved across the country basically from where im originally from just to attend jc.