Had a weird dream about a subway hell
A little long but please read! Recently I had felt guilty about arguing with my mom on Mother’s Day and also stressed about school, so I see why it has manifested into a hell dream, but what baffles me is a certain object in the dream.
it started off just as me and my friends in the park but somehow shifted to something more spiritual and suddenly I was in a subway station hell and could not recollect how I got here suddenly. it looked like a completely normal station, but the trains going by were soul trains that could either bring you to a better station in hell, bring people here, or bring people out of hell. they had weird symbols (I remember an orange square swirl) instead of the normal 1 2 3 trains, and I watched as people from different eras were all around me, confused on what was going on. I could see their soul colors and some people had weird soul pets they were trying to keep under control. these two people in strange clothing I can’t remember were people in charge of this station and they told me that in order to get onto a train I need to get certain “points“ gained by knowledge (knowledge of what? I don’t know, maybe good deeds?) but it was a certain contract I originally didn’t want to take. they told me the contract needed two jade bracelets from this certain bin (there were 5 different bins along the station) at the front of the station. For some reason I was more interested in the different suits and dresses the points could buy (I’m an art major and do love clothes).
I think somehow time had passed and I suddenly had a lot a lottttt of spending points. I changed from my original plain suit into this nice more dressy and feminine suit with some points and felt satisfied, all of a sudden I felt as If I was ok in hell and belonged and felt calm. As I looked through the clothing at the end of the platform bin I watched these three heian (dunno how to spell it, old Chinese era) people get off the orange symbol train train and start running to one that had just arrived. two were in silk pink flower dresses and one was in a more revealing suit kind of dress, I remember that these meant they had lots of points/ better status and were about to leave Hell.
I immediately saw that the train they were going to take was the one I needed the jade bracelet contract for but instinctively I ran to take the same train as them. i don’t know what about them made me do it but maybe because they seemed the most human out of everyone and in a terrible rush to get there. I ran back to the front bin where the two people/demons? in charge were surprised I took the contract. they stood over me as I picked out two jade bracelets, one green beads with red string, and the other white marble jade beads with red string. saying, “wow I didn’t think you’d be willing to go for it!” but as I ignored the comment and said “are these bracelets good?” they said yes and I immediately ran onto the train.
After that I completely forgot what the contract meant. As it moved to another soul station other people from hell who’s soul/ soul pets? I could see were joining me as well. but as the movement of the train made the jade bracelets clink together, instead of marble sounds they made a wind chime song sound and all of a sudden the train seemed to go to a normal station outside of Hell, and normal human passengers began to fill the train. I immediately knew we had left hell and was surprised at the purification powers of these bracelets. At another normal station I saw my friend (who is also very spiritual and a little crazy, I also borrowed and owe her a calculator back) sitting with her other normal friends at the station as the train went by. I smiled and shouted from the train window, “I just came from hell!” and her face turned to a “WHAT!” kind of shock. but as the train moved to another station time reversed and went back to right before the moment with my friends in the park at a station near the park entrance. as if no Time had passed at all in actuality, but I had my jade bracelets so I knew it was real. then the dream ended.
i woke up immediately thinking i needed the two jade bracelets. I don’t think the dream actually means im going to hell? I hope? But I did feel guilty for my bad actions and attitude earlier so I felt as it it transpired over into my dreams. I do feel as if maybe I could've died in my sleep but because time moves very differently there I was able to regain myself and come back.
I also didn’t think the kind of jade ”wind chime“ bracelet existed until I searched it up. Turns out it’s a thing! The green jade one represents peace good fortune and mindfulness, the white one represents purity serenity and emotional clarity/balance. Normally in my religion these things are not really to be worn, as they are maybe associated with Buddha so I’m hesitant about buying them because good ones can be very expensive. But maybe what’s to be taken here is a need a reminder of mindfulness and emotional balance? what do you guys think! Please let me know : )