I regret it
Hello! I am 21 and I recently just graduated from the program to have me licensed for pharmacy technician!I thought I found my calling to be pharmacy technician until I got into the internship . I interned in a Walgreens pharmacy. I realized how horrible and how they leave you alone. I was mostly alone in the Walgreens and I wouldn’t even be supervised which I get it since most of the technicians were busy in the pharmacy doing their own stuff. I was messing everything up and into three weeks in to the intership I realized this wasn’t for me. I tried to denied that, so I went to a different pharmacy and thought that mindset might go away. It didn’t. I did got hired during the 2 weeks I was there in the intership. I have been here for a month now and I feel like I still am lacking. EVERYTHING.
As I said I am slow learner, slow, easily tired.
I knew this wasn’t gonna be a long term career. But I don’t know if I can handle any more shifts
My parents are happy that I have a job that has me working 5 days a week. But they don’t know I am going crazy going back to that place. I always get scared of messing up and scared that I will give the wrong medication to the wrong patient.
What should I do.?
Does that feeling ever go away