u/Disastrous-Survey191

I was diagnosed and prescribed meds today. I start methimazole at 2.5mg hopefully tomorrow. My anxiety is through the roof right now about starting it. In the last few years, I've gained about 80lb, about 1 year ago I started losing rapidly. I lost 60lbs in 8 months. Since then (about 8 months) I have gained 20. I am overweight, nothing crazy but a little chunky, and I am terrified to start the methimazole because I already struggle so hard with losing weight. Any advice? Thanks.