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Theriyala suddenly today i was seeing my old memories atha namma google photos thambiya tha. College la valkaina ena theriyala just was enjoying each moment from first year… projects time tha we all used to go any of our colleagues house and complete the projects… takkunei paatha final year nammaku therinja namma collegues yei namma help pannathuku nammala betray panuna moment… nambika dhrogam na ena kathukiten takkunei solitanga aduthathu higher studies pannu but family situation so started working after 1 week of my college completion. started running life la cash important ah marichi family la ellarum ena panuran evalavu sambalam keka arambichitanga… theriyatha new relatives ellam apom tha intro agirunthanga… nalla therinja relatives family issues nala pirinji pora moment… life la started running for cash to settle family thirumbi paatha what happened theriyala 7years completed i lost myself enaku therinja people left me en thappu tha romba work work irunthuten… time ponathei theriyala salary vantha adutha nimisam ellam silavu mudiyum… life la important times la cash illatha nala missed most of the enjoyments with friends… sambathika arambichathum parents ta oru paisa kuda keka kudathu ninachen still going well…. I feel i am lost and dont know who i am, what i want… ipo i guess i came long way en mind apadiyea tune agitu oru dress edukanum nalum antha cash iruntha veetuku ethachum pannalam la apadi iruku…. I am feeling depressed… enaku burnout feel aguthu… life la ena epadi kandu pidika theriyala… daily work travel sleep ithu illana na yaru theriyala…. Also cant leave work so apadiyea poguthu life…. Sathiyama theriyala enga ithu pogum but i want something for me… i even dont know what makes me happy, and i am unable to find what makes me happy…