Is it my fault I feel like it is…
me and my crush told eachother we liked eachother and we have a freaky and dirty type of humor but now that he knows i like him he is taking it too far i was dirty and crude in a funny way and he told me to to say “i want to fuck you” blunt and i was hesisitating and he told me if it didnt say it he will tell everyone i told i loved him in a friendly way and he are kidna dating even tho it is not disclosed which i feel guilty for and we are pretty close and i told him alot of personal things and now he is being too obsessed we are very crude with eachother and he told me he almost had sex in middle school!!? he also is very into overly intimate stuff and he always says self deprecating things to me even tho he lowkey jus a little contradicts what he says but i feel so assaulted its my fault sure for leading him on we tell eachother we love eachother and stuff and i feel so unsafe and i told asked him “why r u threatening me”? and he told me “ooh, im sorry i bothered you, ill go away” i also tell him sotires and stuff and he knows alot sbout me amd i feel so unsafe and he always says self deprecating things and says to me that he is lonely and that noe one likes him and along those lines and i feel trapped he seemed so nice and peer like at first but now its getting way too far outta my hands i told him “i love phsycial touch” he told me back “i wish someome would say or do that to mee” i was overly too freaky and crude and always shared innuendos and now i feel so exploited i lasted longer then him in a game and he was specating and he begged for him to watch me play and he seemed soo nice but now i am left feelings uncomfortable and i feel like shit and he is way tooo sexual with me