What is my condition if I pursue a relationship with (X)?
I have practiced the iching since 2017. I feel I have a fairly good handle on it and rarely ask question regarding something like this but have decided based on my question to get some thoughts. I got 49(abolish the old) with changing lines 1 and 5, transitioning to “preponderance of the small” or “attention to detail”. I feel like the relationship has been transformative and already a very large departure from my past experiences. We have exchanged very few(not none) images of one another and talked for literally hundreds of hours in the last six months. We exchange thoughtful gifts, and it has been simply cosmic in many ways. We have plans to meet for the first time irl in September. We recently had a bit of an upset and for reasons that they have requested space as they are going through a lot, we haven’t talked for the second time for quite a few days. I felt a lot of different feelings when this happened. In that time I have been able v to see ways that my own triggers from post trauma were informing my feelings and depart from the negativity the situation was giving rise to. I’m the one hand I feel that the idea of transformative love has been prevalent in this relationship, and the idea of retreat as to my condition acknowledges the ability to practice independence and trust, where those weren’t present in my previous relationship. I would love to see any thoughts on this reading and what folks might think.