u/Doesitmatter200592

I have been working with a client in looking to secure a label deal, I have been doing research but have not reached out yet. I spoke to client to confirm the contents of the label as I know a few tracks are copyrighted however the client has refused to send the information across. Only for the client to inform me that the creative process is their responsibility and that I should just be focusing on securing the label and copyright. However apart from the copyright tracks she told me about I have no other information on the album.

I have left my previous job three year's this Sunday or more accurately let go while I was in emergency room following a suicide attempt, I tried for two years to get back in work but was unable to mentally operate properly. Despite that kept volunteering and working on projects and a few months I was offered a contract role, only three days a week but paid 1.5 to 2x what I made in previous role for a full week.

Despite that I am still struggling, I am constantly on edge and feel overwhelmed, scared to implement anything in case it wrong and avoiding client because I am just used to constant abuse and gaslighting. I am just found myself closer I get anniversary angry to point, my blood pressure spiking to 160 to 180 with no provocation.

I starting to feel I should just quit and that maybe they were right about me.