Struggling with guilt
Hi all, I am new to MC, and although I have used BM in the past, it was never regularly (partly because of access, partly because of strains not always happening, and partly because of having an underlying feeling I shouldn't)
I have had chronic pain since I was a teenager, for over 20 years, and maybe I just got used to doctors telling me they couldn't make the pain go away, that I just internalised that.
When I sought out MC it was to use when I had particularly bad pain flares, rather than every day. But I have been using it every day, because it makes such a huge difference for my pain (which I hoped from previous BM use).
But I am feeling guilty that I am using it even on my not the worst days, and that I am using it daily, even though that is what it's prescribed for.
I am hoping that in time I will feel better about it, but was wondering if anyone else had felt this way and how they had got through it?
Thanks for reading my super long post!