Apprenticeship Advice
TLDR: I had a panic attack on the drive to work its my supervisor my boss and I in the car the topic of immigration goes on how overpopulated Australia is with Indians it's the same convo again( I'm Indian) ) tell my boss I'm sick let's pull over. My head is spinning my heart is hurting never had a real panic attack like this before I cried in front of my boss saying I hate having to explain how I belong here and what not.
I want to quit, but I don't know what to do I reached out to apprenticeship support they said since I haven't started school and because I applied for neca my application will get pushed back to October or even next year which is not great.
He said I could thug it out start school and then quit but that would mean probably 3 more months untill I start potentially August which isn't even confirmed (his words not mine)
My boss and my supervisor said they had a discussion after I left home early crying saying it wouldn't be mentioned again (immigration) but I don't believe that to be true and I said I'll give it a week to decide if I'm coming back to work.
I don't know what to do and I have a feeling I probably won't last in the industry if this kinda stuff keeps happening not to mention I feel like this stuff might make or break me even becoming an electrician
I don't know what to do, hate how this has pushed me to make a decision so quickly
I'm 21 as well end of June so it's gonna be even harder to find an apprenticeship
This genuinely sucks and I need some help deciding
What should I do 😔