u/Dr-BigBoss92

It's painful ...🤎

The brown warmth of the love I feel towards her is so painful..

The inability to calm my heart down because I'm not able to touch her...to hug her ..

I keep telling her...promising her that everything will be alright when ... I'm in pain..when I'm actually....sick......very very sick...

But I'm happy that I got sick with her...

I can't stand my loved one being in a pain that I don't share with her...

That's the least I can do..

I want to give her peace....but I can't..

I want to give her tranquility ...but I can't...

I want to hug her....but...I can't...

I want her to be happy....safe ...!

To give her all the happiness in this world..

She is mine but I can't do anything to get her..

It's painful....like knowing a jewel is yours but you can't see it.....a girl is yours but she is away from you..!

The feelings I felt reading her letters to me ..the letters that I really miss these days ....that brown love ...

My brown love for her is painful..

Its painful....💜

The purple mixture of love, desire and sickness that I have is so painful..

When she is ovulating....I swear it just feels like her body is calling mine...

My body ....from thousands of miles just ....feels it...the burn....the lust ..the passion..

I can't stop imagining her eyes rolling back as I give her my lustful love...

I cant stop imagining the taste of her lips...the water of her mouth...drinking from it ....

I can't stop imagining the feeling after I put my signature in her body ....ON her body.... announcing to the world that she is mine..

I can't stop imagining the sound of her moans as she responds to my roars.... In our lustful wordless moaning language of love..

The art of God's creation in her body...

An abdomin that is designed to recieve my love water, with a button like a cup filled with honey milk ..

With perfectly designed breasts to make a hurt man recover from 33 years of wars.

With a peach that is designed ......to hug my manhood...

With a flower.... designed to be invaded by my manhood...with lustful force

I have always wondered what every part of her smells like?!

I want to know!

I need to know!

God....I love her...

And her love is just.... painful 💜🤎💔

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It's painful ...🤎

The brown warmth of the love I feel towards her is so painful..

The inability to calm my heart down because I'm not able to touch her...to hug her ..

I keep telling her...promising her that everything will be alright when ... I'm in pain..

I want to give her peace....but I can't..

I want to give her tranquility ...but I can't...

I want to hug her....but...I can't...

I want her to be happy....safe ...!

To give her all the happiness in this world..

She is mine but I can't do anything to get her..

The pain I felt reading her letters to me ..the letters that I really miss these days ....that brown love ...

My brown love for her is painful..

Its painful....💜

The purple mixture of love and desire that I have for her is so painful..

When she is ovulating....I swear it just feels like her body is calling mine...

My body ....from thousands of miles just ....feels it...the burn....the lust ..the passion..

I can't stop imagining her eyes rolling back as I give her my lustful love...

I cant stop imagining the taste of her lips...the water of her mouth...drinking from it ....

It's painful....like knowing a jewel is yours but you can't see it.....a girl is yours but she is kidnapped..!

The art of God's creation in her body...

An abdomin that is designed to recieve my love water, with a button like a cup filled with honey milk ..

With perfectly designed breasts to make a hurt man recover from 33 years of wars.

With a peach that is designed ......to hug my manhood...

With a flower.... designed to be invaded by my manhood...with lustful force

I have always wondered what every part of her smells like?!

I want to know!

I need to know!

God....I love her...

And her love is just.... painful 💜🤎💔

It's painful ...🤎

The brown warmth of the love I feel towards her is so painful..

The inability to calm my heart down because I'm not able to touch her...to hug her ..

I keep telling her...promising her that everything will be alright when ... I'm in pain..

I want to give her peace....but I can't..

I want to give her tranquility ...but I can't...

I want to hug her....but...I can't...

I want her to be happy....safe ...!

To give her all the happiness in this world..

She is mine but I can't do anything to get her..

The pain I felt reading her letters to me ..the letters that I really miss these days ....that brown love ...

My brown love for her is painful..

Its painful....💜

The purple mixture of love and desire that I have for her is so painful..

When she is ovulating....I swear it just feels like her body is calling mine...

My body ....from thousands of miles just ....feels it...the burn....the lust ..the passion..

I can't stop imagining her eyes rolling back as I give her my lustful love...

I cant stop imagining the taste of her lips...the water of her mouth...drinking from it ....

It's painful....like knowing a jewel is yours but you can't see it.....a girl is yours but she is kidnapped..!

The art of God's creation in her body...

An abdomin that is designed to recieve my love water, with a button like a cup filled with honey milk ..

With perfectly designed breasts to make a hurt man recover from 33 years of wars.

With a peach that is designed ......to hug my manhood...

With a flower.... designed to be invaded by my manhood...with lustful force

I have always wondered what every part of her smells like?!

I want to know!

I need to know!

God....I love her...

And her love is just.... painful 💜🤎💔

She spoke to me with her usual innocence ...

....afraid....that I may be unreachable for her..

...that I forget about her in my busy day...

...that she is just a forgettable factor in my life that is tossed aside in most of my day...!

Silly little sunshine!

Little she knows...

...that she has already reached and claimed my heart..!

...that she almost never leaves my mind...!

Even when I'm spending good times with my loved ones....or with my friends....I never stop worrying....thinking....yearning....missing her...

....like a father away from his child...even if he has all the world with him...even if he is surrounded by his loved ones.....he will not stop missing his child...

Like a lover...who has a lover away from him wondering what she is doing ....how she is feeling .... What she .....smells like!! ....yearning to hug her and never let go ever! So that he no longer has to bear the burden of her being away from him anymore..!

Like a heart missing its beating rythem

I couldn't tell her directly but.....

At certain times in her month.... It just feels like her body is calling mine...

I just feel that it needs me at this time and my body just....connect to hers..! Same desire! Same tension! Same passion!

And at that point ...nothing I do can stop or ease the feeling...

Nothing except the moment when our bodies join...and they organically start responding to each other ...no words needed.... Just the language of love and the sounds of our moans responding to each other!

She doesn't know how much I miss her!!

I miss you little sunshine!

I yearn for you.....for your scent... for your hug.....for your touch......for your eyes.....for your beautiful face.....for your soul.....for your body!

I think of you and your presence... I want to hug you and never let go...to feel safe that you are safe...between my arms..!

I love you so much...!

You are an irreplaceable gem in my life...

Missing you is not just missing a small factor of my life...it is missing the fulfilment of my happiness!

You are indeed the fulfilment of my happiness!