This was my third drop year and I’m not clearing NEET again. I might get a private college, and my dad is even ready to sell some property (around 80–85 lakhs), but honestly I don’t think it’s worth it anymore. I just don’t feel that passion for MBBS now.
When I think about how long MBBS + PG takes, the current situation, work-life balance and everything… it just doesn’t feel right. I know I should have thought about all this earlier before choosing this path, but at that time I didn’t really know about other options or what else I could do.
I’m also scared of all the taunts and that constant question: “ab kya karega?”
The bigger problem is… I don’t even feel like doing MBBS anymore.
I really wish I had realised this sooner. In my first drop year I could’ve filled forms like CUET or IAT and at least gotten into a proper college and experienced some normal college life. But all those exams were around NEET and I was so focused on this one thing that I ignored everything else. Now it feels like I trapped myself.
I’m currently doing a BSc from a dummy college and I’m about to enter 3rd year. No real college life, nothing. And now I genuinely don’t know what to do next. If not MBBS, then what? It feels like I have no options left.
What hurts the most is seeing everyone else move on, enjoy college, live normally… and I feel like I’ve just wasted these years.
Lately I’ve been feeling really low. Even getting some dark thoughts, but I know I can’t act on them. I’m the only son, and it would completely break my parents—especially since becoming a doctor was always my dad’s dream for me.
I just feel really stuck right now. If anyone has been in a similar situation or figured their way out of something like this, I’d really appreciate hearing it.
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