I feel bad sharing this but hear me out okay it's weird but hear me out .
So I love Islam I love the structure of it I love the philosophy of it and I feel very good after praying listening to Quran anyway I'm a Muslim I think I'm on the right religion and I'm feeling satisfied I'm feeling peace with my own religion , but like there is some things that budge me things that they don't like for some reason some Muslims that are very religious how do I say it they don't really take care of themselves like their beards aren't that cleaned their beards look very messy they only wear kamis and they are against with anything else they have names for everyone like a better person is this and that and that person is that and that person is this and some are so close-headed and they share fatwas from one school as if it is the ultimate truth you cannot have a debate with them you cannot negotiate with them and they categorize people like there is them and the others as if they are a different breed or a different sect in Islam and whenever you try to talk with anyone with those people about religion discuss some fat was discuss religion itself they don't have any free or critical thinking they only repeat text from books they didn't even read the most of it and they are against any science that is not Sharia science and they say that the books are a waste of time they are so tight like any mistake a person do or anybody the person do make them not Muslim and kafir immediately .
And this bugs me a lot because in the Quran in our religion in Hadith in sunnah God said like when we look to true Muslims do people with Iman we would like them we would want to be like them so what am I hating and feeling a bit of disgust from this people that let's say are applying Sharia and sunnah and Quran fully am I wrong is this normal ? Like my idea of a Muslim man is a very well spoken man a very open-minded clever and smart and well educated in multiple areas especially in Deen that is a Muslim cuz he's convinced cuz Allah gave him faith a very polite man a very clean that looks good that we are good clothes that is both strong in his head his heart his body and even financially all sahaba where traders most of them did tijara and even the poor ones wanted rizk and was friendly and they really wanted to learn religion and to understand it they didn't just repeat things the prophet said they repeated things they actually understood and they constantly was with the profit asking him to teach them which make me ask is these people I'm seeing are actually Muslims who are applying Sunnah and Quran to the fullest and are they people with the highest understanding and knowledge of Deen or are they just people who have Islam theme on them or something like wanna to be scholar type of a person cuz hear me out when I see people like that my heart hurt me and they hate when this happened because those people are supposed to represent Islam I needed to share this I wanted some people opinions on this so I'm sharing my ideas My views I want some help some guidance from you guys .
Note : I'm not sharing this to ruin the image of Islam I'm a Muslim I love Islam I want more knowledge I want more guidance for my religion I'm just chilling feelings with my community my brothers and sisters I just want opinions and advices that's all