I need advice
Okay, before I start this I just want to clarify that I want as harsh of the truth as anyone can give me and this may get a little deep 😭 Since I was a kid everyone told me I was smart, the kind of smart you don't find often and I will be honest it gave me a bit of an ego. I could not even look at the study material and still get good marks that were above the average. I always told myself that if I just locked in I could easily get a 95+ ATAR (this is like a 3.8 GPA equivalent I think if thats what anyone uses) and the like. Now I'm in my final year of school and after many maybe-maybe nots I decided that I truly want to be a doctor and get into medicine. The problem is that since I've never studied before because I never needed to, I can't get myself to do it. I have ADHD and some other things (not an excuse I know) and I struggle to get any motivation to actually put effort in. Before this was fine because I didn't need to but now I'm nowhere near the marks I need to get into the university I want, nor a good UCAT score. I can in theory get my marks where they need to be in the nexts few months but I am really struggling on how to actually DO that. I don't know if anyone will relate to this but if you do can you PLEASE tell me what you did to get yourself to study and/or find the motivation to try at the very least. It isn't that I don't care - I really do, I just can't seem to get past this invisible wall of procrastination/laziness. Any advice or hard truths would be very appreciated and I'm sorry this is pretty long🙏😭