
So whatever sympathy you gained by reading that title let me remove all that...I got 55ish marks both in clat 25 & 26 and It was all my own fault. My prep was ass. Clat 26 was a slap on the face. The moment I saw the Logical section filled with AR, my mind went blank. I only did the very basics of it. And I knew what fate awaited me. I also gave ailet 26 got a 92. After the result my old cousin asked/told me "maybe law isn't for you?" I had nothing to say in my defence. Maybe i wasn't but then what's even for me? This got me in a way i couldn't pick a book and study for the life of me, I was suicidal for months on end and a few days ago my father said the same words to me... because what else will you say to someone who is constantly failing. And my mother asked me about the same today...will you be able to succeed in law? And i don't know. All my life i was never interested in anything but stories (and not writing just consuming) and scored good enough in school because that's what I had to do right? I never had the guts to give speeches infront of anyone, I never took part in debate. Hell I never did anything in my whole school life...only ever participated in drawing competitions. Though somethings changed every since I got into law... I've been curious about debate. I watched some of them and it was really cool. The counter arguments, statistics, proofs that backed their claims... I also studied famous cases and it felt weirdly good because they were like stories to me ig (I still remember the gist of those though) Also whenever something happened in a movie or in real life i would be blabbering about what will that person be charged with (I think everyone does these)....If law was a place i did really like to be there. And I know it's not all cookies & cream and that it asks for your all but what doesn't? But i fear real world is going to tear my fantasies apart. I'm a first gen but I don't really dream of becoming an advocate. Maybe a corporate lawyer and as really far fetched dream a judge. So what is your answer now to the title?