Relapse Accountability post
Hello Everyone,
I just wanted to make a post to share my experience this past week. Last week I was leaving for work and saw the coffee pot at home with just enough for half a cup of coffee. I decided "It's been 4 months, I should try it just to see the difference." So I did, and I felt pretty euphoric for a good part of my day. Maybe a little anxiety. Each day following I have allowed myself to drink it and it got worse and worse. Anxiety, insomnia, and gut issues. I'm letting this be a bump in the road because I do not want to feel how I am feeling right now. This week has been a good reminder of why I quit in the first place.
I thought I had more control over it because it has been 4 months but I guess it is more deceiving than I thought. Stay strong everyone, quitting has been way more difficult that I thought it would be.