Chickened out of flight
Basically what the titles says. I got to the gate and became unmovable. I ultimately backed out of an amazing opportunity. I told my husband to still go without me. We have a house in the Bahamas with friends for a week.
I feel so damn bad for not being able to get on, so I’m trying again tomorrow morning. It’s weird because I have done 12 total flights in my lifetime and for some reason I’m just struggling this time. I have watched captain steve, conquering the sky, and commanding the sky. I know the statistics and I know it’s safe, yet my brain is violently rejecting it. I’ve even watched videos of takeoff and landings.
Is there anything else I can do to help set myself up for success tomorrow? Am i doing too much and that’s contributing? I so badly want to be able to get on this flight.