u/Dry-Toe-5299

So I just turned 23 and I’d like to have some type of accomplishment under my name. I’m currently trying to figure out what I want to study in school. I’m just gonna study IT because it’s in high demand, and I have an interest in tech. However, I’d like to study something that brings tech and creativity together. I thought about graphic design, but I don’t think that’s in high demand. I really wanna get in bachelors in something, preferably something creative like acting. I’m into space science too so there’s that. Any advice?

It’s been happening a lot lately like I’m watching the hulk and I scrolled past a hulk wallpaper. When I was riding by the cvs/walgreens, my medication prescriber called. I keep seeing numbers like 555, 11:11, 444. I was in spirituality some years ago so it just reminds me of that. I don’t wanna go back to that though. For me, it’s false hope. There were some more coincidences, but I forgot. Just wanted to hear others thoughts on the situation.

Just wanted to share some positivity and share a long term goal of mines that I finally got to be an extra! It’s for Little 5, and even though I was there for one day, it was amazing! It was something I tell ya! My ocd thoughts were spiraling the whole time I traveled and stayed with my dad (WHOM I’VE MET IN PERSON FOR THE FIRST TIME), I barely was awake during production from 12pm-1am because I was tired from traveling, and I had to be outside all night when we got done filming because I didn’t have nowhere to stay (which I seen coming). This was a week before my 23rd birthday too. Which I was looking forward too because I wanted to go to Lollapalooza, but didn’t have any money to do anything. I wanted to at least celebrate someway (I love celebrating and partying). That was present to moi I guess lol. This is all meaningful because this is something I’ve been pursuing since I was young, and I finally got a taste of what it’s like to be on a professional set. I’m very proud of myself of still going, and there was definitely some luck and help involved along the way. I’ve been dealing with self worth, insecurity, and severe ocd and anxiety episodes for a a year before this. Going on the second year, almost three now. I’m saying all of this because even when a million things are going on, if you still have a passion for something, the drive within you will always steer to pursue it; no matter what. And after that crazy weekend, I still want to pursue this.