u/Dry_Clerk_3402

TW: pills

I keep forgetting to do sign offs on my posts sorry but 99% of the time I have posted I’ve felt like I’ve been in a dev10/eternal shift and it has NOT gone away, and every time I HAVE been shifted I feel sick in the throat specificslly and even my chest which are mainly phantom pains from when >!dev10 died from overtaking pills!<and it hurts so bad I hate it

it happens every day now and atp I don’t think I’m gonna stop it feels like the shift is permanent but I can’t tell I just hate it really I do the shifting itself isn’t even the bad part it’s the phantom pain that comes with it.

Know the worst part? School. I Genuienly have full on meltdowns cus I'm bad at school. No no, I'm good at math. But now I'm getting into algebra and i was doing pre-algebra yet my meltdowns were terrible so my meltdowns now are gonna be even worse. Everything else I'm also terrible at. I'm happy I'm homeschooled I don't want to go back there but at the same time i wish i had friends.. idk all my irl friends were my cousins and they moved away

— Dev10/Eternal, he/they

1. which kin do you relate to (PERSONALITY) most??

2. which kin do you have LEAST relation to (personality [again]) most?

3. who is your most recent kinfirm and Kinsider?

4. if you had to choose, which of your kins source is your favorite?

5. if you’re currently shifted, is there a character from the kin your shifted as’s source you miss dearly?

6. again if you’re shifted as a character, feel free to yap about the characters source or anything that has been worrying you!!

(if you don’t get shifts or arn’t shifted so couldn’t answer n5 and 6 just choose your highest kin)

7. do you have a favorite memory out of all your kins If you get memories?

(Also important note; remember to drink water!!! :-D) my answers!! Ignore if you want

- (1) Dev10/eternal!! I think I might even be a perma shift.

- (2) lampert,,, sorry buddy-

- (3) most recent Kinsider is LOVEBUG and most recent kinfirm is Jayden / ’Jaide’!!

- (4) Alan Becker’s series Animator Vs Animation and Animation Vs Minecraft (and all his other series tbh)… I love it sm

- (5) I miss 3utopia (MABTOPAS and all sub series arg) and TSC (Alan Becker’s multiple series)

- (6) gonna skip cus my hands hurt and I’ll be here for ages GULP

- (7) not rlly :,-D

have fun!!

I just want to hear some stories that are sweet <3

so, i just got out of the shower as we are going somewhere (we go to this place every Sunday :]) and since i'm a BUM at picking out clothes my mom laid out some pre ones for me but guess what? ITS MAINLY RED AND YELLOW. and thats giving me so much euphoria as its practically the same shade as one of my highest kins (Red) and the yellow accent color too because Red in my canon got a yellow headband from monster school, THEY ARE THE SAME COLOR. I'm so happy right now aaa

cus dekinsidered sounds a bit awkward