CAN YALL SUGGEST THE BEST SPELL
I met this guy my freshman year of college in 2024, and from the beginning the relationship was really inconsistent. It was very on and off, he would be really close to me one moment and then distant and confusing the next. I was deeply attached to him and honestly in love with him, even though it wasn’t stable, i have bpd so i feel things much more than the average person.
A few months into knowing him, I got pregnant. He pushed for me to get an abortion, and I did because i was only 18 and he was 24. At the time he promised me he would be there for me emotionally afterward, but he wasn’t. He dropped the abortion pills off and ghosted me. After that a month later he came back around and I was still really emotionally tied to him and kept talking to him and trying to make things work even though the pattern didn’t change.
We continued communicating on and off up until recently, when I had a pregnancy scare again. During that situation, he told me he is now living with a girlfriend. and wanted nothing to do with the second child as the first. That really hit me because I realized how much I had still been holding on.
Thankfully im not pregnant but i realized if i was i would be going through that all alone again in my college dorm. CAN YALL PLEASE GIVE ME SOMETHING TO MAKE HIM CHASE ME SO I CAN SHOW HIM HOW IT FEELS?