u/Due_Acanthaceae4797 — reddlx

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So meri ek best friend thi abc..(i dont wanna reveal her name so i'll use abc) so ham dono ek gc me mile the 1.5 years ago, and ek bond sa ban jata h friend ka fir uske bad hamari roj bat hone lagi lagbhag, and than dheere dheere we became bestfriends and after that kya hua - gc ki admin thi mere friend ki dost and she manipulating her daily so that ki wo merse bat krna band krde.. merse kuchh to dikkat thi us admin ko but she kept trying, Meri friend ne merko kai bar bataya and ss bhi dikhaye manipulation ke ki that wo ek achha ldka nhi h usase bat mat kiya kr and blah blah.. So meri friend se ese hi wo manipulate krti rhi but usne handle kiya jese bhi krke,,

Fir ek din kya hota h, wo admin meri friend ko bolti h, ya to tu muze choose kr ya usko, tuze kisi ek ko block krna pdega,, meri friend ne muze bataya so i said,, Jesi teri marzi, Krde yr merko block wo to teri achhi friend h and stop talking to me, tere liye bhi easy ho jayega fir wo admin kuchh kahegi bhi nhi,, And than she said, How can i block you, tu bhi to mera friend h,, So i said, but wo teri merse achhi friend h krde block merko,, But usne mana kr diya saf ki me trko block nhi krungi,, and than usne admin se bat krna band krdi reply krna kam kr diya,, Fir dheere dheere gc me admin ko aur jyada gussa aane laga cuz she didn't blocked me, and ham dono ki gc me bezzati krne lgi faltu words bol ke like, nibba-nibbi She got irritated by that so ek din kya hota h gc me usi admin se ho jati h ldayi and mene us admi ko ek galat word nhi bola tha but ladayi me itne cursed words bole usne kuchh na puchho,, And than Me gc se nikal gya merko nhi krni thi faltu ye chats pe argue,, And meri friend bhi nikal gyi gc se and usne kaha - Kya admin dost thi yr,, ham log itne time se dost the aur mene kabhi use ek word nhi bola faltu but aaj usne muze bhi gali di,,

And hamne gc exit kr diye,

Aur uske kuchh months bad mere the exams so me kr deta hu insta quit and meri friend h uske liye me chat me apna WhatsApp number de diya tha so whatsapp pe bat kr ske,, and after a day she msgd me on whatsapp and fir WhatsApp pe hi bat huyi and exams ke bad fir insta pe agya me,,

And calls pe bhi bat huyi kai bar,, ek bar to me tha ghar pe and me apna mic open nhi kr skta tha,, so kept yapping from herself For an hour i just replied him through insta chats,, ese hi kai bar hua

And ek gc banaya usi ne and random people add kr diye,, so jab bhi gc me kuchh hota so wo meri hi side leti hamesha and merko hi defend krti if agr kuchh ho jaye,, and esa hi chlta rha,,

And after some times its been a year maybee,, Jab merko wo reels bhejti to usme 1 ya 2 flirting ke reels bhi sneak kr deti, I didn't even gave attention to that reels, (merko us time pe nhi pta tha ki its flirting reels cuz me us time itna attention nhi deta tha reels pe mazak smz ke chhod diya)

Uske bad kya hota h she pranked me many times that ki she likes me but merko kuchh bhi serious nhi lga fun way me hi chhod dia samz ke,, me bhi kr leta tha so itna attention nhi dia me us cheez pe,, and ek din kya hota h,,

Mene uski insta id ka pass manga, use muze turant de diya but wo wrong the to usne kaha ruk reset krti hu,, and usne reset krke pass mere nam se rkh dia and dediya,, merko kuchh kam nhi tha bas ese hi try kia tha me,, And than mene uski id se kuchh nhi but i just checked dm ki kon kon h, i found ki me hi only ldka tha jisase wo bat krti thi and 1 2 aur the but usko bas ese seen pe chhod rkha tha ya dry reply de rkhe the,, kuchh kam wagera kr dm the,, and baki sare requests padi thi,,

So after serval months she again started to talk thats she likes me,, but mene use fun way. Me hi smza, but she actually gets serious, she said,,

Yar tu meri feelings ki qadar hi nhi krta,, To mene kha ki ki, kya kya bol rhi thi tu ? Kya hua? Than she said me trko like krti hu but me keh nhi pa rhi thi

Merko lga mzak hi kr rhi h but serious bhi lgne lga tha thoda thoda but mene kaha kya mazak kr rhi h nashe wagera ho gye kya ? And she said - Me mazak kyu krungi is bat pr Than mene kaha, tu krti h to mene kese man lu,, But she just replied with 🙂 And said nothing after that fir sab normal hi chala kuchh din but dheere dheere hamari daily bat hona kam hone lagi,, wo thoda late replies krne lagi,, but tab tak kuchh dino me merko realise ho gya ki wo mazak nhi kr rhi thi,, but mene hi bas mazak smza tha but me fir bhi confirm nhi tha na hu me abhi bhi,, she actually likes me or thats was just a joke,, So mane bhi kaha usase ek rat ko i like her, pura yakeen dilane ka try kiya but usko yakeen hi nhi aaya, she literally said kha ma ksm, but mene nhi khayi 🙂,, and after that

Me dumb ediot ended up the that serious convo in fun way but fir bhi seriousness thi, And uske bad hamari bate dheere dheere kam ho gyi,,

I have some feelings for her but i'm confused between she actually likes me or i'm just her friend,,

And dheere dheere bat bilkul band hone lage kabhi 7 din me ek bar bat ho jaye to theek,, but i again tried to repair the bond that we have,, cuz bat nhi huyi thi kai dino se,, but usne pure pure din msg seen nhi kia online rehke,, next din msg seen kr rhi thi,, so mene fir khud bhi msg krna band kr dia,,

And after a month later i was scrolling through reels i found out ki ek reel thi jiska cobtext tha mention your best friend and she tagged him in the comment,, and i was shocked,, she never mentioned anyone in the comments ever,, But i kept getting reels jisme usne apne bsf ko tag kr rkha tha, stories bhi kai laga rhi thi uski,, Notes pe tag kr rhi thi,,

And me us din wo sab dekh ke I litterly cried that night,, I don't know ki wo merko jealous kr rhi thi but esa kregi kyu wo merko ye bhi lag rha tha,, but fir mene usko ghost kr dia,, apni trf se reply krna msg krna band,, and usne 1 2 bar try kia but mene bhi fir dry reply hi diye jese usne msg kia uske jese and after a month again in april 2026, -- Mene usko msg kia she replied thodi bahut bat huyi and fir seen pe chhod di merko and blocked me with her main id,, Uski 2 aur is h usase block nhi kia abhi tak,, follow bhi kr rkha h merko and she usase that IDs too,,

Now what should i do how can i forget all that memories 😭🙂..

Sorry guys i didn't notice i wrote a whole chapter but yeah thats it and sorry for my grammatical mistakes