Hi! First time asking this. Any of you are present in the netherlands?
That would be amazing because life is leveling deep realizing the longer the more im not originally from earth or this time. Vibration doesnt match alot leaving us understanding many while being misunderstood by many.
Im in Rotterdam
Groeten Quincy 😉
What a time to be alive. I am in a limbo. The markets reminded me today that THIS SHIT AINT EASY. look at the gold chart it didn't want up or down it almost went left hahah. My brain can see patterns alot. Due to meditation and the way my brain is setup. Has its own pro's and con's but I see the correlations in life's up and downs, the game of 8 ball is also probability + focussed strat for example. I must be able to do this, but I keep... failing. Almost catching on the right track now. In my opinion more capital doesnt equal better trading. I will keep you up to date here how my trading goes.
I will scale up like before and report. I feel the: compounding RR and skills. I learned that this is not pure math. It is a complex mix of all things digital, mental, physical and vibrational. Tune into your dreams. First is needed your belief to get there. That will trick us into making it there. The problem is proxy attacks.
Do not get me wrong, im expressing freely and I understand risks. I have some things to learn about emotional control but the potency is definetely there.
Even though I usually keep things to myself about my mom. This is the thing that weighs too heavy on me...
Disclosure about ET's/UAP's has been a big part of my life. I have had encounters with lightorbs and one crazy close encounter. about 14 years ago I exposed that way more exists then they know and I got attacked for it with them saying its because im crazy and smoke weed and should go to a doctor.
Look at how much disclosure about uaps came into the world. It is beyond ridiculous to have to tell someone over and over again how much evidence there is. Just for them to say "I've never seen anything reliable online, never seen anything" So I'm like if you are still sceptical and just "do not believe anything"...then youre not paying attention at all. Can't see with your eyes CLOSED can you? besides that is my real definition af crazy. Disclosure is the thing itself that helps humans evolve. Thats why we fight to get the truth out. Honestly I can barely sustain myself around people with a closed mind like this and I also found out reality has spiritual people stuck alot in places they are held from growing and expanding the mind. Freedom is on the way. The dark forces are falling. The events are happening. We all know it. I can not wait, until the people calling us crazy liar conspiracy theorist shizos, could become that themselves after seeing the truth play out. Then if the mind can not handle what happens, will it make itself believe its still fake?
idk why but it hurts and I'm happy to share it. I understand that not everyone is ready for this info and their minds are "not trying to find out" but I don't understand how youre still not ready to at least consider more exist then they initially told you. Maybe because this generation is a whole other species incarnate from the previous ones.
I guess the best thing so far is to be alone alot.
Living here ever since as a star seed is not easy. Bless my loving mom I will tell her I love her on mothersday with breakfest. Any present Ideas?
ahh so its such a weird day? asif something hijacked reality. I think its part of the shadow thats approaching with full moon. But I mean, its asif reality is trying to downshift on us.. im so so, SO stuck. absolutely at 0. attacked from 10 sides to keep me from moving. Psychic attacks.. as told by astral projectors said yes, every person they know is getting attacked now. So I KNEW thats not just me. every little soft spot in me being attacked. So.... as horrible as it feels.. be real with you and myself.. are we approaching something profound? because this is evident.
My soul cries out alot. trying to rawdog it through this insanity and lonelines. if we get through though.. must award power. the gnarlier shit is. the higher levels achieved.
I just hope I can steadfastly: fast. because my soul asks it but family forces me to eat since for their whole life they have known not anything else then focus on matter and foremost food. me? the longer... the fuck... im on earht. the deeper I realize im not from here. and its killing. people... in the name of love, grandious POWER, non dual agression of LOVE.
FAST, MEDITATE, CLOSE EARS, CLOSE EYES, CLOSE PHONE, OPEN MIND
BREATH< PRNAYAMA, TRAVEL, BOW, SURRENDER TO WHAT IS
TRUST IN WHAT COMES
LETS
LEVEL
UP!
Namoh Shivaya
