varying degrees of mental illness
notice a lot of dudes from the hood got some serious mental health issues. but even the street dynamic whereby dudes showing cowardice are called weak and victimised, only the strong survive. that's some chaotic bullshit. I got diagnosed w borderline personality disorder after prison and I'm looking back at the HBs thinking damn a lot of these guys got the same shit wrong with them as me, other things. it aint normal to be traumatised and fucked up from as early as you can stand. aint normal to see dudes laid out on the floor after a function blood leaking out of them. any dudes who really out there need to check in and get some help cause im seeing all these years on the street banging and then post prison as wounds too big to ignore. maybe that's why a lot of the OGs stay fucked up.