So about 6 months ago i moved in with my Girlfriend of 2ish years. Moved to the big city she lives in from the small town we both used to live in (she moved a year before me) For context were lesbians.
Recently found out she is most likely cheating on me or at the very least lying and sneaking around behind my back.
We are both on the lease and spilt everything 50/50
She never acts like anything is wrong in fact she still seems pretty perfect. Always affectionate and loving, lots of kisses hugs, cuddles, sex is still great. (imo) and tells me she loves me multiple times a day. We talk about marriage almost always a convo lead by her. She brings up babies and raising kids together and talks about our future together all the time. But she’s been hiding a lot from me .. she thinks i don’t know but i’ve seen the messages.
How i feel is besides the point but what do i do?!
With 6 months left on the lease do i just keep pretending i dont know? So things stay civil? I can fake and she obviously can too. Do i just drop the bomb and leave the day our lease is up?
Or do i do it now and we will just become awkward spiteful, complicated roommates for the next 6 months ?
Also does this by definition make her a narcissist?? How could im not have noticed that sooner??
I’m so broken,lost and confused… any advice?
Another big downer is I still haven’t made any friends here that aren’t her friends first. When i leave ill have no one and god knows what she’ll say to those who might still want to be my friend to get them on “her side” 🙄 messy fucking lesbians i hate it here