u/East_Fun1902

Because of PCOS, I have some facial hair, acne, and I’ve gained a lot of weight. I’m around 98 kg and I feel very insecure about how I look. My relatives openly say things like, ‘Who would marry her? Nowadays people only care about looks.’ Hearing all this really hurts. Mere friends sare fair skin wale hai and I have coffee shade skin . Wo kahi jane k liye group banate hai to mujhe invite nahi karte . Me jab 11th class me thi tab mene mere friend k phone me usk male best friend k saath chat padhi . Usk friend ne ese mazak me kaha ki yr single pada hu bas koi hai to bata na yrr . meri friend ne kaha koi bhi nahi hai sab settled hai . phir usne randomly mera naam liya . Usne kaha ki ek hai par wo thodi introvert hai (mera naam liya) .usne kaha ki usse achha me ek hippo hi paal lu . Wo dono has rahe the .Mujhe pata hai ki ye hasne wali hi baat hai par mujhe bohot hurt hua us din. Mene phir tab se baat Kam kar di ab me zyada bahar nahi nikalti ghar se. I'M UGLY 😓

Hi friend this is my first post on this sub. Aur me reddit zyada chalati nahi hu par kisi ne kaha tha ki yaha pe koi advice mil jati hai.

Baat ye hai ki me normal nahi hu. Chize sambhal nahi rahi hai ab. Mere ghar wale mere marne ka karan banenge kyuki situation bigad rahi hai aur me mentally unstable hu. Me ghar me kisi k saath khana nahi khati kyuki wo khane nahi dete hai.

Bolte hai ki tujhe is duniya me khana khane ka bhi haq nahi hai. Ek baar to mere breast jor se laat mari thi 5 din tak dard kiya. 5 saal ho gaye hai aaj final decision lena hai.mujhe bohot rona aata hai. Mujhe pcm nhi lena tha aur ab me 2 baar 12th fail hu is baar pass hone k chances 90 percent hai par ab sse kya hi hoga. Me bohot pareshan hu mera apna koi nhi hai na mere dost h na mere relatives. Thankyou