I 27(F) was preparing for UPSC since I was 21 and after completing my graduation. I didn't have a backup plan (I know I'm a fool) as I always aspire to be an adminstrative officer since 9th standard. I didn't even qualify for prelims in my 4 attempts. I also gave exam for RPSC RAS and I just missed the prelims by 0.5 marks. Put heavy toll on my mental health
Right now I'm focused on RAS exam more and not attempting for UPSC for this year as I couldn't prepare for it due to personal reasons.
Here is a thing that notification for RAS exam is not out yet and there is no definite date for it unlike upsc. I was thinking for backup plan that is LLB in Rajasthan Universoty or Interior Designer but my Father is not agreeing to it. Don't get me wrong he is very supportive of my education and want me to have good career in life. He never pressured me in marriage or ever threatened with it as it happens to lots of female of my age. He is suggesting me to go for CMA, MBA or RBI Grade B exam but I don't want to do that as CMA is also give exam and wait fail or pass then give exam (I'm so tiered of this cycle and I'm not very keen towards MBA) and there is new notification for RBI Grade B exam which is next month (and for general catagory realistically only have 16 seats). I can fill the form and go with it to but chances are very less as I look into the pyqs and syllabus.
I'm totally feel stuck. My self confidence is at rock bottomand I feel stuck in home. And I don't know what should I do. I really really want to do something in my life.
Please do give me your advice and if you can think of any alternative or anything please feel free to give advice.