i've loved her for over a decade
I cannot for the life of me get this girl out of my head. It's not voluntary. It comes in waves. Months will go by and I'm just living my life. And then I dream of her. Or think of her. And it comes up so intensely. I live in a different state and we see each other once or twice a year since our families are close friends. We dated long ago and have had a couple flings/things in the past decade. But even now, we see each other and the chemistry and eye contact and feelings have never changed. I don't know how to explain it. I've been in love again after her but this is just a different love.
I finally decided to look at our charts. We have both, venus conjunct pluto and saturn conjunct venus synastry. Can anyone tell me if this has anything to do with these crazy feelings? Debating literally going to someone to cut this tie or something lol. Here's our other aspects as well.