The revelation of form
Something that is interesting to understand about human design is that who you think you are has absolutely zero relation to the business of actually engaging with the material plane. Every function of your body and everything your body needs to do, where it needs to go, who it needs to be with, this is a part of an entirely separate process that you have no access to. The prime design crystal in your ajna center is solely responsible for administering the process by which your form evolves on this plane. The personality crystal that you identify with is completely uninvolved. When you can let go of attempting to interfere with this process, you see that the body truly does drive itself. Everything ‘you’ do is part of a specific path that you don’t need to lift a finger to be involved with. All you have to ‘do’ is watch.
There is an incredible freedom and relief to slowly metabolizing this truth over the process of deconditioning. Of being able to really see what is happening rather than being broken on the wheel of something you are truly not even supposed to be doing. If you really want to make it to this point, that means relying on your strategy and authority. Not just for little things, for big things. In the mystical process, this is referred to as ‘the leap’. Only by willing to cross to the other side with no necessary guarantee of what you will get will this freedom ever be yours.
I don’t think it was Ra’s place to get down to the nitty gritty, to tell people that they needed to change their behavior. It would have conflicted with his purpose of getting the message heard by as many people as possible. But the beauty of the heretic is there are no end to heresies, something can be rebelled against and then the rebellion will be rebelled against later on. My heresy for you is that it’s your own fault you’re in this mess and you can only get out of it by changing yourself. You have to be willing to confront your weakness and surpass it. It’s the only way to something else. That is the personality consciousness process. Not material success. Existential awakening.