u/Efficient-Reality29

I have never experienced this level of betrayal before and im really struggling with understanding it. Im replaying everything. Im going insane. Was i too much or not enough. Im beyond broken. Really thought I found the one for me. The one Id spend the rest of my life with. Any advice is appreciated or anything to make me laugh please. Im broken beyond repair.

Also, if anyone knows jasm..ine wandering spirit shes an absolute homewrecker. Stay super far away from that gross junky...

35.F

I give up on everything. I was strong for so long and today has been bad news after bad news. I have never felt so weak and helpless.

Where do I even start?

I believe I finally reached my breaking point.

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I cant seem to get a head.

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Widowed mom of 3. I was evicted from my apartment 2 months ago and we've been homeless since. Eviction reason was stated as 'other' on the letter and I will be looking into the legalities of it all once I am done being in survival mode. Its not my focus right now to dwell on it, realistically I was planning to move already and I think they heard that and blah blah blah. Anyway..

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We've been camping in a tent for about a month now, through rain and shine and cold nights.

We go to family nearby for showers, laundry and meals but they're such toxic people that I can tell its affecting us all.

I have applied to 22 jobs from indeed and I havent been called for 1 interview.

I am educated and able to work.

My vehicle is out of commission and needs a new battery but I cant budget for one yet. I dont mins the bus or walking though.

I have been working with multiple agencies to receive housing and was promised I would have a place but the end of May. So far, nothing.

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I need some good luck this week or I fear I will give up.

Please keep myself and my beautiful babies in your thoughts.

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Thanks to anyone that read this far and bonus points if you have any advice or leads on jobs or rentals.

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Also** someone already reported my situation to child services for concern and the case was promptly closed after meeting with the kids and hearing our situation. So, if that was your first thought after reading - kindly fuck off. I have enough on my plate.

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I isolated myself in order to overcome addiction. Now, I am super lonely and actually have no friends. If anything exciting happens, I have no one to tell the news to. I just want to find 'my people'. Ive lived in FortMcmurray for too long, close to 20 years. Anyone down to chat? Im new on here but since Im off other social media platforms I figured id give this a try.