u/Eishin-Flash — reddlx

▲ 10 r/UmamusumeFFS

Short little update and a Thank You

Well, I am back for a short post.

I'm not completely leaving the community like it seemed like in yesterday's post.

I'm taking a short break from this character specifically and pushing another one I made a short while ago.

Some may already know who it is, some I straight up told and some may just figure it out along the way.

But now to that what I wanted to say all of this time.

Thank you to everyone I ever intended with and may still interact.

Y'all have given me a feeling of home and safety I haven't felt with my own Parents (Which is kinda sad ik but that's another story)

Even when my day goes shitty and I'm on the edge I know that I still have y'all I can return to at the end of the day and smile and laugh with no matter how stupid it gets or how bad my day is.

I wouldn't trade what we have here for anything else in my life and even though I know that even this may end someday I enjoy every little thing that happens and I'm happy about everyone new I interact with.

Y'all are the best and I wouldn't trade it for anything else.

Love y'all and I hope that y'all have a great day to whoever reads this ♥️

Back to hiding this character goes and hope y'all are doing well.

u/Eishin-Flash — 8 days ago

▲ 5 r/UmamusumeFFS

Indefinite Hiatus

Well, I'm taking a break from Eishin for around a Month or so.

I realized that my Spark for RPing as her has burnt out a bit.

Maybe from being my only character for a while maybe not.

A lot of shit also happened privately on my end which sent my head into a Spiral again and made me question myself a lot

Don't worry about me though, not gonna do anything stupid I think.

So yeah, short break on this character and see you again soon.

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u/Eishin-Flash — 9 days ago

▲ 3 r/UmamusumeFFS

A quick talk

Well, it's another one of those...

I don't know how to start this so sorry if it's shitty.

My Start into this Community was a quick but bumpy one.

Many people here know me as Eishin Flash, but maybe some remember my RP account before that as Matikanetannhauser1 or Mambo for short.

It started with a random thought on a workday when I randomly made the account and made a post in Umaddit back then.

Over time I made a lot of friends like Zero or Mark.

Then the big Migration happened and the persona I made started to crumble.

Not much and not noticeable but it hurt.

I had a lot of fun back then and made a lot of good memories that I still think about often but like everything in life it sadly ended.

Maybe it ended when Matikanetannhauser died or before that I honestly don't know.

After that I started my Account as Eishin Flash.

I thought a new account and a new persona could help me heal and get better again.

But it sadly never did.

I made a lot of new friends and keep contact with old ones from my Mambo days.

I still have a lot of fun with everyone here and wouldn't want to change it for anything in life but in the back of my mind there is a space that is getting bigger and bigger.

The members of my Team have seen the most of it by randomly stopping to respond for multiple days to completely leaving and cutting contact.

And now I have arrived at a point where I think I just completely gave up.

What's another Decimal in a Big Number ?

The world keeps spinning and time keeps moving.

Nothing stops because someone disappears or dies.

It's just the way the world goes and will always go.

I'm a little nobody in a Server like this.

My Problems don't matter and are like a little grain of sand in this big Universe we life in so why do I even try anymore.

But that's it from my little vomiting session here.

Love y'all and hope you have a Great day whenever you may read this.

Eishin Flash or Machitan out and goodnight

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u/Eishin-Flash — 14 days ago

▲ 15 r/UmamusumeFFS

WHERE IS TOSEN JORDAN

WHERE IS SHE ?

RAHHHHHHHHH

WHERE IS SHE.

//This is what happens when 2 tired people sit in a Discord call and laugh about everything shit they can think about

u/Eishin-Flash — 15 days ago

▲ 20 r/UmamusumeFFS

*Eishin stands at the Side of the Pool after getting forced by her Trainer*

Why did I listen to her....

Why is Ms. Zephyr so good at changing my mind...

*She looks into the deep water and closes her Jacket*

I don't want to....

u/Eishin-Flash — 18 days ago

▲ 11 r/UmamusumeFFS

Yeah, fuck my life.

I'm fine, shits completely destroyed.

Just had to vomit my anger out somewhere

u/Eishin-Flash — 19 days ago

▲ 17 r/UmamusumeFFS

*Eishin can be seen running around in her Room packing some things*

I have to get out of here, before he finds me again!

*She grabs a few clothes and other things*

He has completely lost his mind now.

*She takes another look at her watch*

If I leave now I might still be able to escape from him before he catches me.

*She Scoofs*

I hate Pool training and he knows it.

u/Eishin-Flash — 20 days ago

▲ 32 r/UmamusumeFFS

*In the middle of the Mall Eishin can be seen standing between shops with her Phone in her Hand*

Finally found this Goddamn Mall....

You can't trust anything in this Goddamn City, Even the Maps aren't right anymore...

*She puts her Phone away and starts walking between shops, sometimes entering and just looking around*

u/Eishin-Flash — 25 days ago